Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Last blogged @ 5:53 PM

FUCK THIS SHIT!

Hey there.

Im kinda bored thus deciding to blog.
Anyway, I think something is troubling me.
I dont know why, but I feel uneasy.
Like uncomfortable, honestly, I dont really know what's bothering me.
Anyone, tell me what freedom is about. Pleaseeeeee.
I get & very very annoyed when I hear things that I don't like.
I just feel like fuckin shove their heads into their own assholes.
Just to shut them up.
Im so fuckin gonna change the whole playlist to something slower.
Who says silence means consent?
Fuck it.
Dont tell me, I'd rather choose to be livin in the dark.
Not knowing certain stuffs might be better.
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe it's just my past.
Something's burnin in me to shout.
Tell someone how I feel.
It's only now that I realise there's no one.
No one to tell how I really feel.
I feel terribly lonely.
It's not that my BF's not doing his job.
Love and such is what I've got.
Ive got so many friends, but none in which I can regard as my best friend.
Dont tell me what I lack in life.
Im just lonely.


I need a person to hear me talk.
I need a person that's of the same lifestyle as me.
I need a person to tell me what's going wrong in my life.
I need a person to go to places where I want to.
I need a person that can shop the same type of clothing as me.
I need a bestfriend.

Note:
If you can't be all of the above, than be none.
Don't try to be the one.

Fucking cheebye, moodswing.
Im going down to get vodka since I ran out of cigs.
But then again, Id better not.
Id be burnin my liver like pouring HCl onto my own liver.
Exaggerations.
Fuck, bye.







Sorry, time of the month is here.






How Did You Get That Lonely.

It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor
There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway,
they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

(Chorus)
How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know
Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?
I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

(Chorus)How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know
It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...