Woah today was the first day of attachment.
I got pointed out for
- using colored rubberband to bun up my hair
- Multiple earrings
- Fringe
Gimme a break lah T_T
I must pin my whole fringe leh. I thought I could get thru it.
But as the lecturer says, "we even need eyes at the back!!!"
TSK!
I cut my ear sticks so that it can maintain my upper earhole and tragus piercing.
Will pin up my hair..... omfg.
Changed out of my uniform =) shiok, my feet can BREATHEEEEEEEEE!
Bf accompanied me to by my new nursing watch (cos I lost mine for fuck reasons i dont know)
Went around looking for basic maryjane's.
Bloodyhell, dont have those )(#)#(*%$(^ shoe shops along TM & Century Square lor.
Zj, Gab (geng MC from NS), Eric joined us for dinner but they ate already.
I ATE PEPPER LUNCH! =D
I like to add extra pepper to add, mix the honey brown sauce and abit of garlic sauce.
Shiokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk lor!
Went down to Bedok after that.
OMFG, I really laughed like mad!!!!
My bf was drinking bubbletea. Then after that we were playing with the pearl.
He stuck a pearl to the chair of the person sitting infront of him.
So when the guy leaned back, the fucking pearl got stuck to his shirt.
Thank God he's wearing black lor. Damn funny!
Oh no, there's a big bruise on my thigh cos of yesterday, when I didn't notice the barrier while crossing the road. Tsk!
Im kinda anxious but looking forward for the attachment.
All the luck to me! Im wakin up at 5!!!
Results of our theory exams would be out tomorrow too! =(
BLOGGED OFFLINE ON THE 12th Sept
Im sorry I havent been updating my blog.
Going out at 9plus in the morning and reaching home at 11 for the past couple of days.
It's really amazing the way I changed so much, within a short period of time.
Been visiting Bf's house for like, the past entire WEEK.
YES IM NOT KIDDING WADSOEVER.
Going over and slack with his sister, Amelia & sometimes her bf.
I like their family.
It’s like, they really enjoy themselves when they go out.
Even at home, you can practically see the bond among them.
Whereas in my family, everything just seems very vague.
Or should I say surface.
Money can’t buy happiness.
I feel really happy to go out with my family. But at times, I really wonder why it has to depend on my father’s mood to run the show.
Yes, of course we know he’s the breadwinner, but not the only one, in the house.
However, although my mom is the one who’s making everyone stick together, it’s just like, you can see the amount of effort put in by both of them.
I don’t know, maybe Im just oversensitive.
From what had happened on the seventh of September, it really taught me a lesson.
Telling the truth is really important. Not only affects the relationship of you and ur bf/gf, it also frustrates the people that you lie to.
Im referring to this scenario...
When I go out/hang out till late nights, I would tell my mom Im with my girlfriends and will be coming home soon. When I know Im with my bf and friends, still slacking out.
Perhaps this was caused by what happened quite long ago.
When I went out with my bf, Mom kept calling and when I told her the truth, where was I/what I was doing, she told me to go home ridiculously go home.
Which is like, bullshit, I just fuckin went out and you’re asking me to go home just cos I tell you im with my bf.
Maybe it’s a gender issue?
Or mentality?
After what happened on the 7th of sept, it changed them. I cross my fingers that it’s for good.
Dad still haven’t talked to me till date. Hah.
It’s been 5 days okay!?!?!
Sometimes I really think I put in my best to go out with them whenever they offer us to go out and stuffs. However, when we go out, let’s say if my dad is in a bad mood, me and my sis would feel like:
“Eh, can we just have a proper family dinner. Instead of you scolding us. Just cos you’ve got stress from your work.”
The younger ones would automatically shutup lah, they don’t know a thing for god’s sake.
It sometimes really put me off.
Like wtf, great, DAD U FUCKIN SPOILED A SUPPOSED-TO-BE-SO-HAPPY OCCASION.
It didn’t happened once or twice, but many many times.
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Okay, now that I start telling my parents the truth, it really feels better. Really gotta thank junhao for all this, but the price I have to pay for me to realise my mistake of telling lies, was hefty, something that I swear, will never ever forget.
Attachments coming soon, and Im so fuckin excited.
But Im gonna hate the first day for sure, cos it’s orientation. And I fuckin hate long talks and stuffs.
I would fall asleep.
I miss my gay friends, I miss 0809. Terribly miss all of them.
Glad to be able to see them soon at CGH for those working there. Eg: Weizhi & Weiling.
Will get a day to go down to see HuiYuan.
It’s weird, I thought we won’t be this close. I don’t know bout the rest of them, but this is just how I feel.
We don’t really talk much into really personal stuffs. Like those secondary school besties. Probably cos everyone’s grown out of telling stupid things? Fuck, I donnnnnnno!
I heard my cousin gained 10kg after going to Canada. I so feel like going to Canada.
It’s been long since I’ve gone overseas. Ever since I started having bfs, I find it hard to go overseas.
I really love this Lim Jun Hao Ambrose. He’s different. Someone whom I think is worthy of my love, and appreciative as well. I’ve told my really really fucked up pass to him, his reaction to what had happened shocked me. No matter what happens, I just want him to see him with a smile on his face. Im willing to cry just to see it. You’re different my dear, and I really love you! Though you won’t see this (:
Okay Im gonna bathe and go to bed. Im down with flu, cough and sorethroat(Cos I ate too much cookies that I baked =( ).
Goodnight my lovely people, Y.
I’ve learnt that hating someone for me is really temporal.
I don’t hate people for long, and I tend to forgive, and forget.
