At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
Don't regret when i'm gone,
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Last blogged @ 2:56 PM






Was feeling damn heavy hearted for the whole day.

I woke up and went to check to see whether he was still there.

Hoping that all it was just a dream.

But oh well, what's done cannot be undone, it has already happened.

Just hope to get over it soon.

I bloody hell cried on the bus on the way to school, and also when I met up with my group members for project.




Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Last blogged @ 2:38 PM

Dear Qooshie,


Thank you for making me know the purpose of fun.
The times we shared for the past 11months has been filled with happiness, anger, sadness and love is something that could never be replaced.
Other than Yati, I couldn't even think of anyone that doesn't like you!
You have been a joy to everyone, especially to Me, Dad, Weiling, Weiyang, Shan & Mom.
When you were young, whenever I scold you for not peeing or pooping at the right place, you would sit in one corner. I even got a snapshot of that! That was before Shasha came along my dear (:
Then you would sleep at the corner at the bottom of my bed, and I would hug you and make you sleepy so that you can sleep and not wander around the room.
Then you learnt to pee at the right spot, which is near the toilet area.
I was so proud of you.
When we bring you downstairs to watch tv and play with Furbie,
I remembered that we were so afraid that Furbie would squash you or attack you, but you managed to get on well with her.
Then we would pat you to sleep on our laps when we're watching tv.
When you wake up, we would bring you outside so you can pee :D
After you come back, we would play with you at the living room.
Day by day you grew, together with ShaSha.
Until you could finally fit in to the shirt that I bouht for you before you even arrived.
Yati got angry that we dirtied the living room.
So as I was having my holidays, I would secretly bring you into the house and let u and Sha to linger and play around in the living room.
When you 2 were younger, you guys really fight alot. I still thought of seperating you guys cos it's really fierce! You two love to eat strawberries, I remembered sharing a tub with you guys :D
Both of you like to dig soil in the middle of the night, making me cover it in the morning and yelling at you all =(
Then you two learned how to climb the stairs, it was so cute, you were always a slower learner than sha. Kuku sia!
Anyway, here's a little token for you. I wasn't there when the tragic incident happened.
You know I'll always love you, and yes, I've seen you doing IT to shasha!
I'll take care of your babies if she has, but if not, I'll take care of her okay?
Don't worry lah :D
I don't blame the driver.
I took it for granted that it was just another time that you naughty people are on the run again.
Therefore, I really didn't expect it to happen.
As for the person you hate most, I'll deal with her Qooshie, that's a promise.
If you want/need anything, feel free to pass the message to Sha/let me know in my dreams.

































Love you Qooshie,

takecare of yourself when Mommy's not there with you :)

Date Of Birth: 9 August 2007

Date Of Deceased: 30 July 2008

Time Of Death: 19:20




Last blogged @ 1:14 PM



AMANDA!!! This is my blood sample :D:D:D:D:D:D
Very diff from ur frens eh o_o


Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Last blogged @ 6:34 AM

Okay,
Went down to Bedok yesterday after school.
Slacked with JH, met Anna & Tanker at hawker centre.
Slack with Kevin at 506. Then we went to play basketball.
I win JH 11:2 .

But of course playing with me has to contain my own rules:




  • Shoot only outside the clearing line / 3point line

  • Cannot snatch my ball

  • Must move away when I ask you to



HAHA! :D




Anyway I was thinking of smoking, and I realy don't want to spend money on cigs especially when my own BF is a lesser heavier smoker than me, and I know that it would cause pregnancy problems and stuffs. Freaks me out, so I'm going to stop buying cigs and smoke only when I have them or should I turn into a millionaire one day, I'll have too much money I would sutff it into the mouths of the cig vendors! Wahahaha!




Oh ya, anyway I saw the court letter that Dawn got against XiaXue. Didn't know blogging can get things so serious. JOKER: "WHY SO SEEEEEEEEERIOUSSSS???" =DDDDDDDDD

I'm like sitting outside class with nothing to do, AT ALL.

It's going to be National Day soon again. Do we all really have to wear red?
I don't like red. And I don't like red on me. I prefer black, grey, white, blue, yellow.

Oh ya I'm waiting for my bagpack to be shipped to Singapore, oh and my new top as well :D

Grats to me, my bank account balances was $3000 & now it's only left with $300.

WHAT THE FUCK.

SHIT! I'm going home soon, I really miss going home, I wanna sleep.

It seems like a long time since I've been there.
No wonder my parents say they don't see me around at home, now I know what they mean.


CONT'D

I finished running 6 runs around the stadium and done 50 push ups.

Was harsh man! Damn fucking tired. Im all shagged. Seriously, when can I get a day off to just

rest, physically?!

I need it and didn't get it last week as I made my Dad upset.

Fuck, I end school early tomorrow! And I don't know where to go, home? =(

How can I go home with nothing to do! I might end up going to the mama shop to get a pack of Viceroy's menthol. =(

Shit, this sucks.



Saturday, July 26, 2008
Last blogged @ 6:44 PM

Today,
Spent 100+ on bags, faux lashes, lashes adhensive, clipper, cardi & shoe when I was shopping alone at Bugis!
Got really bored and the stuffs that I was carrying was really quite heavy.
So I decided to head home.
Then SECRET called me, and asked me where I was.
Then I remembered that I told him I would be going to Bunk today.
So I alight at Kallang and took a train back to Dhoby Ghaut.

BASKETBALL MATCH

JH, Gab, Eric, Derrick, Joshua, ZJ, XiangEn
came down to play basketball with
Nard, Bot, WX, Stann, Yongz.

Our gang won lah, but it was really fun to just watch them play.
Though I was running around with Lester & Yifei most of the time.
Did 5 pumping cos I lost to Lester in ABC.
Glad to know that both teams are happy with the match! :D
Cos I organize one :D:D:D

--There's this little bug in my room trying to get up on it's 6's cos it got hit by the ceiling fan!--
Back to the topic, as a host I brought JH & co to coffeeshop to eat. But I didn't feel like eating there.
So stupid JH pei empty stomach all the way to Bedok sia.
Funny like crazy. Cos the bus was full of Indians, so XE was sms-ing us suped lame things like "Wa free aircon mitsubishi power saver sia!"
Cracked us all up the bangala even turned to look sia. ZZZ
Went to Bedok to slack for an hour or two & JH sent me home.
Then he was really thirsty like a camel without any more water in his hump, & he was afraid I would faint cos I didn't have my dinner. == exagerrate siol!

So we walked all the way to near Kovan to have prata! ^^
I had a kosong with cherryade whereas he had one egg and one kosong prata with Lychee Juice.
He didn't really have time to finish his kosong and we were full by eating that little due to the scoldings from our parents.
Yes, they nagged yelled preached banned and condemned many things.
But I don't really care. Used to it lah.
On our way home, I noticed a carton of CokeS on the floor, totally clean and cold. So I picked them up & bring home lor, obviously with the help of JH :D
Crazy so heavy lah! Zzzzzzzzzz


Okay it's time for me too sleep! I need to study tomorrow & decide whether I wanna go to school or not on Monday! Gotta stay at home the whole freakin day tomorrow. Cya! <3


Sunday, July 20, 2008
Last blogged @ 5:41 PM



Met Junhao, Gabriel, Derrick, ZiJie, Eric, Anna, Xiang En today, maybe more just that I can't remember =x


Haha!


Was quite fun lah, slacking at bedok, a place that I've never really been to before...


Okay, just that I'm not familiar with it.


It was Eric's birthday today, so Derrick bought Haagen Daz cake and icecreams!


Then Eric left cos he got Army.


Not long after Gabriel left cos he gotta go back to army too.


Didn't eat much lah, no appetite at all today.


Didn't eat anything till dinnertime, couldn't even finish it.


My habit of not eating seems to be coming back.


Conclusion: If you skip roughly a day of meal, your gastric would shrink, making ur next meal a much smaller one. However, it may lead to you eating all that crap after starving too much.


Phew....




Oh well, Junhao sent me home and yeah OH WAIT I WANNA UPLOAD SOMETHING!




Okay this is my dear JONATHAN DI , I finally see you after 457898 days!

OMG! U changed fucking lot.
THISTHISTHIS!

I saw this super cute meowmeow when I was waiting for my Dad at Compassvale area.

Super cute, it's white and furry.

Will consider keeping one =x OMFG IM JUST KIDDING!

But cats are like ... more sensitive.

Cats are like more "EMO" like they will accompany you and make you feel that, 'Okay at least someone's there for me.' as the tend to pur and twirl around your legs!



NOW WHAT! QOOSHIE IS MAD AT ME!

Oh I'm skipping school tomorrow. SHAGGED & only an hour of lesson.



Saturday, July 19, 2008
Last blogged @ 3:48 PM

HELLO.
=)

I went to bunk today, )#($)(*%$)(^*%)(I)%&I)%
Chat with my usedtobe audi fren.
WoW.

I realy don feeel like bloggin.
Will blog when i calm down


Friday, July 18, 2008
Last blogged @ 1:07 AM

It's 10am in the morning.
Yes, that's all I can sleep till.
My maid is a bloody fucked up cheebye .
Refuse to on the internet for me.
She will only on if it was my youngest brother.
Fucker, hope she vanish one day while washing the window.
Grats, my throat hurt alot! But I can still speak, just that
lesser consumption of food and drinks.


Thursday, July 17, 2008
Last blogged @ 12:58 PM

Yay! I dont have school tomorrow ^^

I just ran 5 rounds off Serangoon stadium.

Will be going to swim/jog again tomorrow morning ^^

Can't wait! I love doing such stuffs myself so people wont get to see the super ugly side of me !

=X

And I'll be going to get my favourite charsao rice for lunch =)

Then I'll meet that girl at Jurong after bathing. Oh okay then it's better for me to jog...

Aiya see how lah rubbish.

Tomorrow I think I'll swim =X

JAPANESE MARSHMALLOW VIDEO.




Last blogged @ 8:41 AM

Im like so freaking stupid or careless!
I mailed the wrong items to a girl lah!
Then I gotta make my way all the way down to clementi tomorrow. -.-
Fine, since Im gonna pon school tomorrow!
But I'll meet her only in the afternoon so that I can hang out with the gang at later part of the day.
Pictures of Marina outing is at Manda's blog already. (:
Now my friends are like presenting and I'm a rude fucker blogging here.
Anyway, I got very upset upon reading yesterday's news that the Ming Yi Fa Shi scammed money from Ren Ci Hospital. Firstly NKF and now this?
Ever since my parents seen him trying so hard to gain a little more money, putting in so much effort.
Think it this way, he done so much "sacrificial" acts to gain money.
We as audiences and people who don't really got much knowledge of Ren Ci, are being scammed to help him.
In what sense?
To help him in his failed business?

Shit, scammer sia. What a disgrace, totally.

Ohkayyyyyyyyy, Im going home! ^^


Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Last blogged @ 5:53 PM

FUCKING SHAGGED.

It's bloody 2:55am! Holyyyyyyyyyy
WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW'S TEST !
-cross my finger & cry !


Monday, July 14, 2008
Last blogged @ 12:08 PM

Just for laugh!!!


> > A woman decides to have a facelift for her 50th birthday.
> She> > spends > > $100,000 and feels pretty good about the results.
> > > > > > > > On her way home, she stops at a news stand to buy a newspaper.
> > > > Before leaving, she says to the assistant, 'I hope you don't
> mind me asking, but how old do you think I am?'
> > > > 'About 32,' is the reply.
> > > > 'Nope! I'm exactly 50,' the woman says happily.
> > > > > > > >
A little while later she goes into McDonald's and asks the counter girl
> > the very same question.
> > > > The girl replies, 'I'd guess about 29.'
> > > > The woman replies with a big smile, 'Nope, I'm 50.'
> > > > > > > > Now she's feeling really good about herself.
She stops in a drug store on her way down the street.
She goes up to the counter to get some mints and asks the clerk this burning question.
>> The clerk responds, 'Oh, I'd say 30.'
> > > > Again she proudly responds, 'I'm 50, but thank you!'
> > > > > > > > While waiting for the bus to go home, she asks an old man
> waiting next to her the same question.
> > > > He replies,'I'm 78 and my eyesight is going.
Although, when I was young,
> > > > there was a sure-fire way to tell how old a woman was.
> > > > It sounds very forward, but it requires you to let me put my hands under your bra. Then, and only then can I tell you EXACTLY how old you are.'
> > > > > > They wait in silence on the empty street until her curiosity
> gets the best of her. She finally blurts out,
'What the hell, go> ahead.'

> > > > He slips both of his hands under her blouse and begins to feel
> > around very slowly and carefully.
> > > He bounces and weighs each breast and he gently pinches each nipple.
>>He pushes her breasts together and rubs them against each other.
> > > > After a couple of minutes of this, she says, 'Okay, okay...How old am I?'
> > > > He completes one last squeeze of her breasts, removes his hands,
> > and says, 'Madam, you are 50.'
> > > >Stunned and amazed, the woman says, 'That was incredible, how could you ell?'
> > > > The old man says, 'Promise you won't get mad?'
> > > > 'I promise I won't,' she says.> > > >
'I was behind you in McDonald's.'



Last blogged @ 10:01 AM

Why is friendster always down on me when I need it!
>=(

Fucking pissed.
Just finished bathing and having my dinner.
I came out of my toilet in my PJs and found out that my brother, I emphasize 8 yr old brother in my room, sitting on the bed, meddling with my handphone!
I had pictures of cigrattes and stuff, so I got super shocked!
Although he was only playing games with my phone, I am still worried that he might have seen those pictures.
Today was like totally .... )#(%*($^&%(*^*(% boring!
Went to bunk after school today with hua ge.
So boring, he left me to buy meso from a 20yr old girl, who lives in Bedok, B.E.D.O.K !
So I was alone and super bored, so I played audition throughout.
Got to know 2 person, okay not really get to know.
Cos when I was playing alone in bunk, I happened to meet this two guys whom also happened to be in bunk.
So they went wa u how old, why you smoke, wad is ur name &&& I can see you and I'm right behind you.
WOAH, freaked out sia.
THEY CAN SEE ME BUT I CAN'T SEE THEM -.-
Went to toilet and then to smoke and then they vanished already.
After that hua came back and he played. So I was rather bored and frustrated that the music were too loud and stuff. So I went off first, leaving poor hua alone. Haha! =X
Okay, Im gonna rush to do my 1k word assignment for elective.


I BLOG cos I wanna keep it for myself to keep as a memory.
Not for anyone's sake / pleasure :)

Well it seems like everything that belongs to me is not mine already.

So you know what? Fuck You. Really, Im serious.



Sunday, July 13, 2008
Last blogged @ 2:46 PM

?!?Okay, I’m blogging this since I got like totally nothing to do at home, since my mom already off-ed the internet. So I’m saving this in words first, and then post it later on/tomorrow.

I woke up at like 11am today, which is really not that bad already...
Rushed down to Dhoby Ghaut to meet Nick at Cathay.
I was like fucking late, which caused him to be late for work. =X geez...
Met him to slack, and I owe him 5bucks cos the ATM machine wasn’t working! >=(
I met the canteen uncle that sold fruit juice in North canteen. Bloody hell! He can recognize me lah! He was quite distant from me, but he saw me and smiled to me. I was like,
WOAH, UNCLE YOU ZAI, SO FAR YOU ALSO CAN RECOGNIZE =X

Bumped into Stella & Sherlin (If that’s her name..)on the way back to bunk...

I met Hua Ge, Tom Ge, Ivin first at bunk. They played while I watched. Saw a few familiar faces, especially Orleng, who treated me jellybeans (:
Soon after, “Secret” came along, crap sia!
The first thing he did was knock my chair, I was so irritated I turned around and wanted to like give the person the WTF-look.
Soon after, came along Matt, Shuu, Stella and Sherlin, followed by Ang Eh & FooFoo. Slacked at bunk, whenever “Secret” came back to our table, he would push my chair! >=(
After that, “Secret”, Hua Ge, Tom Ge, Ivin, Ang Eh, FooFoo, and I went to Food court at PS for lunch cum dinner, but I didn’t eat, cos the food there is kinda boring. Laughed alot alot alot. Haha! Then we went walk around then back to bunk, slack. FooFoo, Tom, Ang Eh went to AMK Kpool. Leaving me “Secret” & Hua Ge. Then we went to Orchard, to find Hua Ge’s guildmembers, Akiko, xiaosia ...

ZZZZ sia, then they wanna watch movie, so like left me and “Secret” no where to go. So after Hua Ge went with them, we didn’t know where to go.
So I suggested Scape Park to slack and stuffs. Cool lah, happened to be Drum Fest. My adrenaline suddenly got high upon reaching that place. The music was damn loud and rockin! Of course there were some boo boo bands lah. But it felt good to hear those people screaming their lungs out. Ima saddist eh? ;)
There were graffiti walls around, so “Secret” whispered to me that, a few of the walls are drawn by him. LOL! I say, yaya, that one also I draw one. A blue and striking one.
Then he said,
eeee can tell is you draw one, cos so ugly.
I say,
you better watch your words ar, later the person who draw it is beside us, then I wish u luck. =X
Then this cute aunty approached us and asked whether we wanna buy tissue paper, so I was like NO COS I SWEAR I DON HAVE ANYMORE MONEY FOR MYSELF! Then “Secret” bought lah. Zzz. Aunty gave 3 packets, so “Secret” say: Na, give you de.
First pack is for wiping your tears,
second pack is for you to wipe your sweat,
third pack is for you to wipe your butt.
I was like, oh ya sure, thanks for your present. == Hah!
Then we walked to the MRT when it was like around 9.45, we even revised on what color packet for what purpose =X
He passed me his phone and asked me to type ni de number. So I typed and said Haha, in a sarcastic way. He bloody hell saved it as ‘Princess Diana’. == Forgotten to ask for his. But oh well, when I was on my way back to the purple line MRT, I received an sms from 9*******, “Princess \m/” Realised that there wasn’t a necessity to ask for his already == His handsome & uber cute I can’t deny. Hah!
NOW I KNOW HIS NAME ALREADY. =X Wow this results in 667 words, So if I only I can write as well for my individual assignments, life wouldn’t be that hard! >=(
Going to bed soon! Nights


Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Last blogged @ 7:54 AM

Yesterday was completely my lucky day.


Today got laughed by my classmate cos of what I wore. Hear:






  • Vintage Tee

  • Grey Shorts

  • White Pullover Hoodie

  • OPAQUE FULL LENGTH LEGGINGS.


I got mad!



He said, walao Diana why you wear the leggings? You wanna go to Geylang be prostitute ar?



I got fucking pissed especially when I got late to class today already, cos of that #(*$*^ rain!



It's not THAT translucent you know? And he fucking humiliated me infront of the class. (Teacher wasnt around.)



Fucking idiot, always pick on what I wear. >=(



I still remember, every Friday, our class would wear the same color top to school.



A girl wore purple but he kept his mouth shut.
MINE WAS FUCKING YELLOW/SLIGHTLY DARKER, and he said: Diana you really don't have yellow top to wear meh?

NEXT TIME I'LL FUCKING PUNCH YOU ON YOUR FACE.



Lemme go upload the pictures first... pheeew.

RAHHHHHHHHH!

Okay these pictures were taken when me & shan went to PS together.

When around like fools to pass time, while waiting for Hua Ge.

Chatted and we spent on arcade. Went to Gelare for their waffles since Shan suggested for it.

Didnt' really like the maple syrup, it's too sweet.


SAY YO TEH GEEK!


=D





Monday, July 7, 2008
Last blogged @ 3:50 PM

Life had been pretty smooth.


Just that I've got test tomorrow!


I studied hard for it lah! :(

I am like super blur today. I went to school at 10am today, thinking that I am early for school cos I reach at 9.40am. So I was super happy that I reached school early. So when I it was around 10.50, I was curious why all my friends did not even turn up lah! So I called up a few friends, and they told me school starts at 11am! #)(*$#)(*$^ NVM, and school end at 12pm. SO I go to school and wake up so early just for 1 hr of lecture! #$)#$$#%$%$^(

Arghhh Im shagged!









MY CRAVE


GEEK'S CAN'T READ.


BYEBYE GOODNIGHT! <3



Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Last blogged @ 9:53 AM

Had my first exam in poly today.
Saw Amanda :D
The theatre at J2 is kinda, scarrrry.
It's like super steep.
We were in the lecture theatre and we were divided into classes, 1 seat apart from each other.
It was like, O Level to me.
The paper was fairly difficult.
Cos I was studying hard on Urinalysis.
Damn it la, hope I can pass !
Prayyyyy! T_T
I'm freaking tired sia.
I think the poly holiday weeks has it's pros and cons.
Firstly, I would loveeee to have a long break, especially now, when I really need it.
So that I can work or something, I'm really tight on cash!
Boredom, suppossed to go out today.
I really don't feel like going home. I called home to tell my maid that I won't be home for dinner.
But oh well, it's just a meal ^^
I'm gonna look around and see what I can do since I'm so freaking bored.


Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Last blogged @ 1:31 PM

Super funny.
I went to AMK to get my NYP Student concession pass done once and for all.



Last blogged @ 6:40 AM

Argh shit.
Accidentally scrap my leg against the school's CPU today.
P.a.i.n
School today has flown pass me.
Didn't really do much.
I'm so tired la.
Can practically see my eyebags.. stupid :(
Now Im at school's com lab.
Waiting for my teacher to meet me to sign a slip of paper for my absence on friday.
SHAGGED SIA.


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