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NEHNEHNIPUPU, You can't copy! :P
horror vids
Sunday, November 30, 2008


Interesting!
This video might not be taken by me, but it is an eyeeeeeeeee-opener!



Woah!!!
GEH KIANG! (act smart)


BUAIZXZXZX! Gotta wake up at 6am!
And it's 3.10am now! WTFARK!


Ohmygawd!


IM TIRED!
oinkzxzxzx :D


Lates
Friday, November 28, 2008

My family has flown overseas, to BEIJING!
Happy sia!
My mom gave me $150 inclusive of next week's allowance, as they'd be going over for 8days.
Which means they'll only be coming back on next friday night!
Wooooooohooooo!
I'm like a bird.!
So you see im still online at this time of the day!

Gotta wakeup early tomorrow!
bye lovelies!
goodnightgoodnight, adios!


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If only we were...


silent treatment
Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I don't know, but I think I'm over sensitive.
I miss you, and I hope we're meeting tomorrow.

Went to school 2hrs late for lecture.
I could had just been 10mins late, but when I reached the busstop, my stomach was killing me.
Then I remembered that I'd forgotten to take panadol.
I thought I needed the loo thus I ran home, but I didn't in fact.
Took an hour of nap, and then my brothers fought.
Damn fierce lah, I was telling my maid, that if there was a knife there, they might had just stabbed each other to death.



I will always be there.
It was a waste, it could had been a change in my life.
But since I've decided, I won't turn back.


Gastric pains and woes
Monday, November 24, 2008

Sorry berak dalam suar! (wadever the spelling)











Cried in school today.
I must admit that I put in quite alot of effort on HS 1089 presentation.
But obviously, I got put down by people, and it made me feel inferior.
The question seems alien to me, it wasn't like I used to be in a ward working and stuff.
But oh well, I shouldnt blame.
I just couldn't quite catch your question.
Went down to the wake today after school.
I love sleeping on the bus, dont know why.
Had been sitting there and burning incense paper with a few xiao mei meis.
Cute lor.
She's only 5, and her sister's 9!
Left off at 11pm as I have to reach home by 12.
My gastric hurts like hell!
I've taken my panadol and if the pain still continues, my purchase of sleeping pills would come to use.
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im sure you've heard this once, and heard it twice.
but there's a limit to my patience.
try me.



when u've tried ur best.
Saturday, November 22, 2008

sometimes, i feel that when i put in my best, it might not be the 100% presentation that others see it as i do.

But i guess it doesn't really matter to me now.
All that I know is that I've done my best, put in all that I could.


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AHAHA.

Fruits
- pineapple, durian, longan, lemon, strawberry, mangosteen, orange.

Animals
- crocodile, chimpanzee, HITOPOTAMUS, white tiger, seal, penguin, aligator.

Vehicles
- Audi, forgot, alfa romeo, honda, ford, cryston, hyundai, chevrolet.

simple words that i can remember!


First day of funeral.

Bf's grandma first day of funeral.
I reached there at 12 I guess.
I felt very sad during the process of arrival.
I almost cried but I managed to fight back.
I can't imagine one day if my dad/mom was the one.
I really would break down.


Cancel everything
Thursday, November 20, 2008

Went down to meet Bf at CGH yesterday.
His granny was admitted to the hospital due to respiration problems.
I got very upset to see them all like that.





Brought beebee to the vet today.
She was shivering after entering the clinic that I gotta take her out.
Shan just bought donuts home :D





Guilt Kills
Tuesday, November 18, 2008

WHY ARE SOME GUYS SO PETTY?!

I'll be meeting my love tomorrow.
And I overslept for my bio test today.
What shit.
Paid $36 for an MC.

I MISS YOU!!!
TILL EVERY CELL IN MY BODY IS DANCING!



L0neLy


THE WHITE PAPER.
Monday, November 17, 2008

I blinged up my phone!
wahahhahaa!
would be removing them soon after I get bored of it.


I just realised that my life is like a piece of crumpled white paper.
Filled with scribbles filled with black ink.
It's no longer white, and clean and tidy.
Just like my personality.

I tend to forget stuffs easily.
But when I look in closely to what had happened, I tend to fire up.
I don't know why,
my feelings are very strong when I can sense people writing bad things upon me.
It's like I would be automatically drawn to it.
And taadaa, it's really there, that kinda thing.
6th sense they call it?

I love my Bf.
I love all my friends.
I love my parent.
I love my classmates.
I love my forever-there-for-me sister.
I love my dogs.


Anyway thanks Amelia meimei!
I managed to download Audition and able to play already :D

Ima level 29 now! :D

xNique xNique

I painted my nails black yesterday.
And it looked like thrash the day after I did them.
Conclusion:
Get someone experienced to do it.
Didnt went for my bio test today.
Went to bunk to chiong xNique.
Wanted to meet baby at around 4plus.
But my sis wanted me to accompany her to meet Justin for pool.
I won, just that the white ball fell in together with the black one.
Thanks ah.
I WILL BE MEETING BFBFBF TOMORROW :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I WANNA HUG HIM =/


CHEEBYE
Sunday, November 16, 2008

I BLOGGED MY LIFE OUT AND MY COMPUTER STOPPED ME.

$)(#*)$(%*)($#*%)(#*^)(%*^

PICTURES ONLY!
ROAR!
Baby made breakfast for me when I went to his place after he finished schooling :D
Thankyou mah'sweeteh! <3
At Shan's chalet.
Didn't get the real kick of chalet though. Wasted.
We two went to watch a movie.
BAD SHOW! BOOOO! Should have listened to Joshua's advice.
1/5

Goodnight <3!



hello
Thursday, November 13, 2008

hello my dear.
whatever you do,
i'll be watching you.


And you call them friends.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008

My eyes are red like some crazy fucking shit.
It wasn't red at all when I went to school.
Then it started to slowly turn red after I accidentally brushed some eyeliner into my eyeball.
Then it turned alittle red.

Went down to school by cab cos I only got half an hour to reach school.
So it cost me $7.80.
I swear I didn't know that payments by nets cost extra 30c lor.
Day in school sucked. Time really past slow especially for Health Assessment lesson.
Motherfuckingshitttttttttttt.
After school I took a bus down to Bedok to find my baybeh.
They were playing at Fengshan cc so I gotta walk 2 busstops down.
But it was quite near, and the weather is so cold, so Im fine with it.
I might have taken a bus down if the weather was scoorching hotzzzz.
Watched them play basketball and I chitchat alittle with Zihui, Joshua's gf.
After that we went to 85 to eat.
My hubby was mad.
He ordered stingray, chickenwings, oyster omelette, satay for the the rest of themselves.
I really didn't feel like eating any items there, other than the oyster in the oyster omelette =P
yummeh!
I ordered fish soup with rice.
Crazy baby ordered a $4 portion and I didn't finish up.


Honestly, I used to be with a gang of very good friends.
I love them very much.
I eat with them, buy cosmetics with them, gossiped with them and simply do stupid stuffs with them.
One day it was my friend, X's birthday.
The rest of us were so excited, we planned what to buy.
I paid my fair share, and even bought extra stuffs as the rest of them did.
In total I spent around $18++.
We all had lots of fun.
But on the same day, we walked into Diva, the shop that sells lots accessories for girls.
They bought a pair of earrings for me, presented in a plastic bag and presented it to me.
I as already disappointed cos obviously, it just seemed as though I'm not as important as X.
I bet you can even believe this part.
The price tag, tagged of $10.90 or something was still left there.
Beautifully placed there.
Such friends?
And you call them friends.


Know what?
KIZZ MUAI AZZ KAYZ?
fuckerswithoutfuckingbrainsshouldfuckingfuckthewallorgetknockeddownbya
towtrucksthatwouldtowyourbodytohell.
Yeah?
you people that do such things has no sense of shame, integrity or pride.


FUCK YOU CCBS.
SO WHAT IF OUR PRENTS ARE RICH?
HUH? FUCKING SCREWEDUP THINKINGS.
DIE BITCHES.

If my current friends treat me like that,
I'll make sure they go home with their eyes even redder than mine today.



hey i wanna get a tattoo :D


Oh my haha fuck.
Monday, November 10, 2008

I'm so bored.
School starts at 7:30am and I gotta wake up at 5:30am.
Therefore I got HuiYuan to gimme a morning call.
But it took her 15calls for me to wakeup!
And by the time I got up, it was already 6:15am.
So I only got about 15mins to dress up.
But I took my time and make it there just on time =D
I've got break form now till 3pm.
Save me MOFOS!


I was bored!
Sunday, November 9, 2008

Funny videos :D




So lisen can I hab ur numb-er!




It works everytime! Free burger for Miss Swan


barbeque? gimme a break
Saturday, November 8, 2008

On friday, I really intended to go for lecture.

Just that the night before, I slept at 4am, which made me wake up at 11am, just when the lecture that I wanted to go ended.
So I got dressed and went down to Bf's place and reached there only at 12plus. =/
Then I suggested for them (Zijie, joshua, Bf!) to tag along to go to vivo to celebrate my sister's birthday, which was on the 4th, but belated celebration.
Waited for the rest to come and in the meantime, we actually took around 30mins in minitoons and mu-ee searching for a present.
After choosing what seems nice enough, I remembered that we would be sharing money together to buy a cake! =X
Wanted to watch Carrotcake Conversation, a local production if the friday gang was gonna watch 007.
We dispersed after not having movie seats at the timeslots the friday gang wanted.
So we slacked outside vivo for awhile before leaving for Tampines.
We actually planned to go to OCH, but joshua need to get home by 11, and Gab was M.I.A-ing.
And we can't go in as an odd number.
So we were slacking outside Centurysquare and then my dad called and wanted to pick me and my sis to our aunty's chalet at Pasir Ris Park, the one near Elias.
So we went there first.
Afterwards, the rest cabbed down.
Darryl, Shan's old maple friend came down to find us as he was somewhere near Downtown East's chalet.
So we all got bored.
Then Gab took out a balloon and we all started to freak out.
I seriously don't like sudden shocking noises.
Guess it tickles my ear drums too hard.
We started playing this game.
Rule: Keep taking turns on blowing the balloon till it burst!
LOL!
I got very scared at the ending part and I withdraw myself from the game.
It burst at Bf lor!
But not in the face, but when he was walking over towards my sister, just 2 steps away.
After that we went to the further side from the chalet.
We ran around, played freeze and melt.
Bloody shit, it's so hard to catch them, especially when I'm so slow in running.
Speed = 10%
Got scolded by my dad cos I didn't inform my aunts that I wouldnt be going back to the chalet.
The real story is that we did went back to our unit, we checked all the lights and it was all off-ed.
We tried opening the backdoor but it was unsurprisingly locked.
My aunt waited a whole night for us, but the weird thing was she didn't call or anything, excluding the few smses she sent me before that.
-&&&&&&&&&&&
my dad had been making things difficult for me.
shan got her tongue pierced on the 6th Nov.

I'm really drowsy and I'm going to sleep already.
I haven't slept a wink other than the one hour nap, before my mom called me.


your unwanted. geddit?
Thursday, November 6, 2008

i just crapped a whole lot with leonard lim on MSN.
we were changing other's nick to something else, which is damn funny.
then suddenly someone kept prank calling me.
And I was screaming to nerd about it.
Then he told me the number was familiar.
Anyway, people please sms me or something.
Cos I lost majority of my contacts as it disappeared after I change my phone.
Do me this favour kay?
Everyone hor.


i'll only be going to school for the lecture that I like, bio :D
suddenly like bio cos i listened to it closely during a tutorial.

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i dont wanna live my life regretting when i grow old, looking back into my past.


i hate school

gotta give up the thinking of tongue piercing already.
Okay, chill.
Talk is cheat what! ;)
I ask Bf: If I pierce tongue, you will angry not?
He: Hmmm, dono...

Better be safe than sorry lah.
I just dug out some old photos of Bf and I sent it to him.
Laughed like maddooo!
Shitman, Shan still havent wake up.
She's suppossed to collect the hoodies lah!!!


I WANNA PIERCE MY TONGUE!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008

I found some infos of tongue piercing.
I so wanna get it done, and I guess I would be fighting against all odds to get my tongue pierced.
Fighting all odds -> Anyone against it, parents ...
I really really wanna get my tongue pierced.
Intro me to good/FREE:D piercers, or whatever they call it.
I'm really interested.
Willing to buy the barbell myself if neccessary.
Though Khai offered to do it for me, I'll probably prefer someone more experienced. :)
Tag me/mail me!

"In general, one can expect four to six weeks of healing time which means nothing but liquid foods for this time period. No matter how much you want to eat some nachos or anything very solid, you should prevent yourself from doing so as it may cause the piercing hole to rip sufficiently as to allow the entire barbell to slip fully out of the tongue. Stick to cold drinks, slushies and chewing ice during this time period to help the swelling to go down as the initial barbell will be rather long and can cause issues later on. After the selling has gone down sufficiently enough, you will then need to return to the piercing technician to have the barbell replaced with a shorter one.

The piercing hole itself if it is a smaller gauge, can actually close up completely in just a matter of hours and the recovery time is extremely quick. Unfortunately the location of the tongue piercing will make talking during this time period difficult and one should refrain from talking as much as possible until the swelling subsides.

All in all, the tongue piercing only offers slight discomfort when it happens and within only a couple of weeks you should be ready to go out and look for an assortment of different jewelry to go with your newly pierced tongue. Above all, one of the most important things to remember is that you need to replace the long barbell used initially as it will damage your teeth even without you realizing it. Furthermore, make sure that the jewelry you choose is comfortable so that you can speak easier. "


Like fuck
Monday, November 3, 2008

It took you 3hrs to reply one message.







Anyway, I've changed my phone to SE C902.
I'm just not feeling too good I guess.


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i feel like vomitting.


Attendance


Module

Attendance Rate
HS1088-CFC
95.6
HS1089-PNPE
98.3
HS1095-BIO1B
98.1
HS1097-INTSOC
93.3
HS1098-DEVPSY
96.7


Attendance Rate
Warning Letter

Below 90%
First Warning
Below 85%
Second Warning
-->
Note : The Examination Regulations empower the Polytechnic to exclude a candidate from any of its examinations if he fails to meet the attendance requirement of not less than 85% of possible overall attendance at classes.

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I so wanna watch a movie today.

But I'm only left with $5 after my first lesson in school.

$13 for *****************

$25 for stethescope.

My god, I'm really really desperate for cash.

Happy 4th month anniversary sweetie :D

Shan's birthday is tomorrow. And I fucking havent bought anything at all yet.

WHAT CAN I BUY WITH $5?! YOU TELL ME!

So upset about it, tsk!



The Big Walk thing
Sunday, November 2, 2008



Aye, the start.
i can't control my hands from doing stupid things, sometimes, or everytime.
some smart shit.Look at the tracks, boy oh boy...












Oh well, so yeah, I slept at 3am and woke up at 6am today.
I was so tired my Mom gotta wake me up twice before I started moving my ass.
It wasn't as bad as what I've expected.
Eye candies is a YES, cute dogs is a YES but weather is a NO.
I turned darker, cos I didn't even but on any UV protection at all.
Horror.
Congratulations to myself, for only ******* 2 today! :D
Can't help but smile to myself.
After the walk, we gotta queue half an hour for the bus to fetch us back to Suntec City.
My gosh, this 5km walkathon is a walk from Suntec City all the way to Marina Bay.
The place where we used to eat the steamboat.
Tsk! Why they tear it down!!!
#)($*#(%$)(^$% !
We didn't get our goodie bags cos the queue was like, 'mouth opening'
But it's fun, it would be much more fun if I'd put on sunscreen.
=(


Big walk, pffft!
Saturday, November 1, 2008

Yupp, I'll be one of the 20,000 going for the big walk tomorrow.
Hopefully I'll get to see some eyecandies tomorrow!
That's the only thing that I can motivate myself to go for.


Went to meet dearest today at Gab's house.
I was 3hours late >.<
I was supossed to reach Gab's house at 12pm.
But I ended up being there at only 3pm.
So we delee daleed till 5plus that we leave Gab's house.
Melva (gab's sis) is damnnnnnnnnnnn cute lor!
Went down to see them play basketball, while I scrutinize on my PSP.
I have this thing for Bomberman and DJmax lor, omgomgomg!
Bombing people is fffun!
Anyway, the crystals I bought are still rotting at home.

shitasscrap!
I haven't even bought the glue for goodness sake, what can I possibly do with it?
Back to meteor garden!
I'm only at epi 5, part 1.
Slowpokey ='(


Suicidal

My dear, cute right? :D
THE CURE



Someone wanted to suicide yesterday when I was with Bf and co at ard 504.
Scary sia. That guy was sitting at the edge of the step. So many fire engines were there. Even the SWAT team was there. But that guy didn't jumped at last.
I called mom last night after reading an article in the New Paper.
Mom almost became one of the victim of the slimming center, Slender Shapes at Serangoon Central branch.
It was reported that many of the people were cheated off their money after the directors face financial problems. So they came with a no refund policy. But they were so lame lah, they even collected funds from the people even a week/two before they stop business.

Morning/Afternoon my loves, I won't be home early! :)
Let me continue watching another episode of Meteor garden =D




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DIANA MOK.

Hello,
I'm 18,
studying at NYP doing Nursing.
Not that good in studies,
but God blesses stupid kids.

I like people that can click well with me!
I like nice people.
Be nice to me & I'll be nice back to you :D
I like baked rice and cheesey stuffs.
I like babies too bad I guess I wont really
be gettin one yetttttt.
Blaa, nothing much more to talk about,
I think.
HAH,
random,
buaixzlol.
XOXOXO.






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