I have this dying urge to text you.

I have this dying urge to hug you now.

I want what's best for you.

I can't cut myself, cos I can't appear in ward with more scars on my arm.

I feel so painful.

Really.

My heart's crying.

I really want the best for you.

I may not be fair to you by suggesting a breakup.

Maybe it was a mistake we made by getting together.

I'm so sorry.

I'm really very sorry.

I cried at the bus inter.

I cried on the bus on my way home.

I took a long walk home and cried all the way.

Just forget me, I know I'm being selfish by saying that.

I'm better off alone.

I'm sorry, really very sorry.

I really wanna message you, but I'm holding it all to myself cos I don't wanna disrupt you.

I'm sorry.

I may be like this for the rest of my life.

I can't trust, I really can't.

I hate myself, you people may gag.