Friday, June 12, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:06 PM

Today was the last day of posting.
Right at 7am where I sign in, a patient was found unconscious and not breathing.
The doctor called for code blue when she was going on her rounds.
All the nurses and nursing managers ran into the cubicle to the patient.
Imagine all the crowd.
The patients around that unconscious patient must have felt like wth.
It was tragedy.
Yesterday, I was just talking about the last office that Julie & Weiling did.
The taught of the last office room still make the hair on my arm stand.
The aircon and everything...
Fortunately, the patient was resuscitated with the help of the nurses and doctors.
I felt very upset.
The previous day before this happened to him, he was still fine,
eating a bowl of vegetarian kway teow soup.
I even helped him on getting into the geri chair.
And the following morning, this happened to him.
He's now in the MICU.
I silently prayed for bed 38, the patient where me & wei zhi (& some other student nurses) like him.
He's much better today.
I feel sad for some of the patients with cancer in my ward.
I feel sad that I have to leave them.

I hope I'll be posted into the same ward again.
If given another chance, I would like to thank my CI greatly.
I don't believe that I had taken any initiative in doing my assessments.
Whereas, it was my CI that approached me to have my assessments done :X



Anyway, quarrelled with Bf cos he suddenly backed out when we're suppossed to meet my friends.
Monica: "Always remember, 98% of the guys in this world are scums".
Monica is the ward assisstant.
Hehehhehe :)
She told me that cos I cried in the ward after quarreling.

I don't blame him, though.
I mean, we all have our good and bad days.
Today just happened to be his bad one.

However he apologised to me we met up after my attachment ended.
Collected my dress from one of the blogshops.
My other parcel's on the way and I can't wait to receive them :D


Caught Land of The Lost today!
I tell you, it's superrrrrrrr!
I rate it 4.5/5 okay!
I like the jokes, very creative, and it's like, something new!
Not some same ol yawnnnny types.
The animations were nice to see and the female character, Anna Friel, was real hawt!
My boyfriend even asked me for tissues cos he started nose bleeding!
X_X
I introed the show to my momma.



Mommy, if you happen to read this, I just wanna say I Love You!
When you know that my budget is tight,
you offer me money without me saying.
When I'm upset, you'll go that extra mile by coming up one storey,
asking me if everything's alright.
When you know that I need to reach the ward at 7am,
you wake up at 5.45am when you can sleep like your normal routine till 7.30am.
I'm really very grateful to have such a supporting mother like you.
I know I'm blessed.
I know I let you down sometimes,
but that's just part of growing up I guess.

I still remember when I was in my primary school days,
I got lots of problems with Mathematics.
You stay up late and taught me slowly,
despite my ignorance and laziness to do it.

Boyf told me something today.
No matter how much your parents hit you,
the person that hurts worse than your pain physically, is no one but your parents themselves.
It's tough to be one.
I'm sorry if you ever felt that I was beyond hope.
I'm sorry if you ever felt that I wasn't caring enough.
But no matter what, forgive me alright? :)
I love you, but don't expect me to verbalise it, I'm shy kay!