I don't know what to say to you.

Since I promised myself not to text you or anything anymore, I won't.

But I guess whatever I tell you today, wouldn't have an impact on you at all.

I don't give, so long as I sent this message across to whoever it concerns, you most importantly.

You are the best boyfriend I've ever had, this I admit.
I might never find anyone this willing to change for me to this extent, in my life.

But honestly, my mentality & mindset is changing everyday.

I can't have a boyfriend that has friends that influences him to do negative stuffs.

The change you had for the past 2-3weeks was incredulous.
Everyone was pleased with it, even me.
My biggest regret in the relationship was to give you the approval of joining It.

I remembered it was before the Bugis incident that I agreed.
I really regretted it.

Thinking about it now, I feel that it's only a stupid and foolish decision of mine.
My bad, I gave the approval.
I was afraid of losing you, take it or not.
Maybe to you, it's all bullshit.

I don't know what to say to you know.I don't know.
But probably, we could still be friends.

My heart needs to take a little vacation,

and breathe the fresh air I haven't done so for a couple of years.

We're still young, we have plenty of choices.
Not having me, doesn't signify the end of the world.

Goodluck, talk to me if you need me, and don't disappoint your parents by doing green and ridiculous stuffs like running away.
Who am I to care thinking again.

As your ex girlfriend.


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Waited for some big shot to come but were sooooo humongous to even call & and tell us that they wouldn't be coming.
So big enough, they didn't came even though everyone was there.
Completely wtf! stuffs happened.


Then Dad brought us to SPCA to take a look.

Cute puppies they got there.
There were huskies, X Golden Retrievers, Cavalier KC Spaniels and even puppies that have the potential to be Furbie junior.

Cuteness.

Then I told Furbie when I got home:
Furbie, how can anyone be like you? What are we going to do without you?

Then Shan told me to stop it before she cried Mt Fuji away.

Then went home to pack up my closet to look for my Dorothy Perkin's shorts my mom bought for me.

I'm gonna munch on my apple chips.
Gooodbuai!