Hi.


Im here to write how I've been really feelin for these few days/near week.

I've always tried my best, to excel as my role as a gf.
Not in every aspect I suppose, but the most that I can put in.
I take note of everything that goes through my ear, and put it into action.

You once told me you were hungry in the office and there wasn't anything to give you the sugar. And I noticed that you didn't really have a water bottle to bring to work.

I bought you my favourite type of biscuits & a adidas water bottle for you in the next few days. Although I was having my attachments and I was really tight in cash. That was then I had my allowance and I spent all that for like $10, which is one day of pocket money. And as you know, we both have our needs of *********. So I took time out during my lunch/dinner going to windy places instead of the cafeteria.



You always love food, and you always will!

So, as me, a very poor girl with barely enough per week, will try very hard to scrimp on all the money in school and spend it genorously with you. You're working, I'm not. I can't afford Sakae Tappanyaki or Seoul Garden or Swensens with you all the time. I'm sorry, it's within what I have. So I can't give in to what you want all the time. And thankyou, for all that you've treated me for, I'm sincerely greatful.



You wanna shop for clothes.

Everytime you need apparels, tell me when had I not been by your side.
I gave you suggestions but was repeatedly rejected. Guess my depression everytime.
Im not even shopping for my own clothes, dear.
You have to understand, it isn't my fault that the shop doesn't sell what you wants.
There's nothing I can control to.

Yesterday, you want me to lend you my laptop.
I would really appreciate it if you ask me with more sincerity.
Instead of showing me the face, I feel threatened so I lend it.
Taking the reason/excuse that you wanna buy pants tomorrow and that I accompany you so I lent my laptop to you.
Thanks.





Upon doing so much, what do I get back?
What do I deserve to get back?

Why do i always feel like a calefare?
A side cast, a role-player that has been taken for granted?




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Anyway, who's in for alcohol soon, cos you might wanna count me in.

Though it's the exam period.

I can take half the day off & sacrifice the blogging time!

Bye! Turnin in soon cos Final.Theory.Test is TOOOOOMAWROW!