Yesterday was the night.
I saw everything go down.
Calene was down too.
She cried & cried nonstop.
Although Im not very close to her,
it's like I can feel her pain.

Parents' acceptance in a relationship is very important.

I had my own problems.
Thanks to some of her friends,
I felt much better.
I threw up like 4 times.
Which felt so bad.
I wanted to cry but I kept it in.

Sometimes, I don't know what I'm thinking.
Things that I do, my bf could not.
My jealousy level is goddamn high.
How can I care less?
Is that an impending disorder?
How can I be totaly acceptable?
How can I stop worrying about stuffs
that would never happen?
How can I not care?

I admire my friends sometimes,
how do they cope in a relationship?
How is it to accept another person's individual?




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