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Friday, January 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:06 PM Yes, Diana is still not sleeping in this time of the day. I'm doing my essay. SERIOUS. S.E.R.I.O.U.S But I just haven't thought of a scenario for communications. Anyone can gimme some tips ? :D It's friggin 4 am. Time to get some work started ! My stomach's churnin!I'm hungry :( Im getting well alr! For the past weeks, I'd been starving, or whenever I put into my mouth, I'll just go to the toilet to puke everything out. It's damn unhealthy! And it rots ur teeth. Don't follow! Thank God I managed to stop it.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:42 PM DIANA'S NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! MWAH! <3 Last blogged @ 2:30 AM I keep getting biten by mosies. It's fucking irritating! Is it because of the weather or what? Anyway, I watched Love Matters. Not bad, I like Jennifer, she looks damn hot! And her Bf, used to study in my school. So I was like, eh familiar sia! 3.5/5 is what I rate. Slept damn late last night. I guess I slept at 4, my heel was damn itchy. I'll be busy for the rest of the week. Visitings, doing my job, hanging out and stuffs. --- I still haven't babe watch with J.P :/ I only knew it was Jason's birthday when he called and say, hey where are you. I thought he was my dad for a minute, then I realised it was him. LOL. He was in camp on his birthday. Happy Birthday Jason & Gabriel. Both on the 28/01, same day. :D So kuteeeeeeeeeee ! From this... ![]() To this :D Yee haa ! I helped J.P edit a picture. I had to move in the word that I copied and paste a small part at a time. Luckily my estimation of the spacing is okay. I really feel the sense of satisfaction. :D
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:24 PM It's less hurting than compared to the one near 506, really. I got quite a fair amount of money for this year CNY.
Yes I'm stuck up, so what?
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:47 AM Omg, I just came home after tonning out at Bf's. It was damn funny, I didn't feel like sleeping so I made that almost falling asleep pig to talk to me and play with me. So we started to play some stupid chinese word game. ![]() We got an A for our last project , HS1090. Many last minute changes but we still managed to pull through. Maybe a change of group would be fair and all to everyone... I dont know. That would all happen in year2. Met up with the Besties on Thursday after school. It was fun to catch up on a little bit of everything. I told them so many things that they went stunned. I started to feel that I've already changed. Some good, some bad :) I got disgusted, with you. What's wrong? Nothing, I just can't stand you. I just hate you, what else can I say?
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:57 AM I finally feel project stress. It's insane. It's the last project, tomorrow's the dateline. It's crazy crazy crazy!!!! Okay, I might be going out with my old friends, the Besties clique today. Provided there's still time for me, cos they have to get home by 6. And I dressed up for that already. But I've got project to chiong for last minute. Okay bye!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 7:17 AM I'm in HA class now. I've passed my HA tyco-ly last week. I bought a pretty pretty tanktop from school atrium. I mean I like it :D Bebe was like, have a sun-tan nap when I was about to leave house this morning!
Monday, January 19, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:50 PM We're back together again. I guess everything between me & him is fine now. Cos I think he really deserves another chance. I mean, maybe both of just deserve another chance. We'll see how it goes. I don't know why but I feel kinda shy (if that's the right word to use) to tell some of my friends that we're back together again. Cos many of 'em know how much I cried. But I now I really know who my real friends are. And who really cares. *Just a casual remark, no hintings* I'm thinking whether or not to close my most upper piercing as I think there's an infection. There was pus and everything, so ewww. Tomorrow is Hui Yuan and the other half of the class's Health Assessment! I can't help but feel anxious! My tummy cramps are really bad, so bad I just wanna stay on my bed and rot. Talk to me :( I'll try to schedule my time properly for everyone. It just seems like I stood many people up this January already. I'm so so sorry! :'( PRIORITISE! I skipped a day of school again. Bye all, Pon-tang Queen. is off to rot!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:43 PM I seriously feel very upset.
Something is killing me inside. I cried so hard, I couldn't sleep nor could I eat. I was talking to J.P just now. And flashbacks kept happening. Sometimes, I really wonder what you're doing. I wonder what you're thinking. I wonder why am I being blamed for accidentally doing the wrong stuffs. I wonder why you couldn't just be a little more appreciative. You told me I am special, but I never felt it. It seldom happens that I feel pampered, but I didn't mind, all you had to do was treat me right. I just feel tired, tired of being the one holding on to everything. I thought it was about compromising to each other, but I realised that even after I told him to take more innitiative to sms me in the morning, it happened only for one day, when I woke him up for school, and from then onwards, None. I don't know what to do. You tell me that you're willing to change for me. But why wasn't that the answer I got when I asked you face to face? I just want to feel that I'm being cherished, is it all that hard? I'm heartbroken, and I'm at my wits ends. Don't worry everyone, I won't start scratching my wrist with a razor blade nor would I take the plunge because of this. I just need to find an answer.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:15 AM OHMYGOD.
I JUST SAW AMELIA'S BLOG. AND I WAS LAUGHING AT THE BLOODY PICTURE SHE POSTED ABOUT ME. I have this major thing about mosquitoes. Is it only me? Or are others getting it as well. It's getting really bad lor. Serene laughed like crazy, and she keep asking me :" Are you crazy?" YES I AM. LOL. I'm crazy & psychotic I woke up at 5am in the morning to brush my teeth and go back to sleep! I'm crazy and psychotic I go out with my tee worn inside out and I wear my skirt at my leg level. Okay, fine I'll stop. I sneezed so loud 10m after I walked past 2 uncles that kept looking at us, and that made Serene laugh also. I think she's got some tickling gas or something. Why am i totally talking thrash. Bye! P/S : You see, if the pet doesnt bathe for sometime, you'll receive the Shit Trophy. So that means if the pet didnt eat for sometime, would I receive the Intestine Award? I should suggest this to the admin! I'm listening to it 10times a day. :D Love Story Lyrics We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes And the flashback starts I'm standing there On a balcony of summer air See the lights, See the party, the ball gowns I see you make your way through the crowd You say hello Little did I know That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go, and I said: Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me I was begging you please don't go and I said: Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel This love is difficult, but it's real, Don't be afraid We'll make it out of this mess It's a love story baby just say yes, oh, I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you was fading When I met you on the outskirts of town I said: Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head, I don't know what to think He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring And said: Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress It's a love story baby just say yes Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Cause we were both young when I first saw you Hehehe! xoxo.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:17 PM I have this random thought of blogging privately again.
So that I can gossip all I want, about everyone, and everything. Sister is having a dilemma in what course and which school to go to. I'm stressing bout nothing as usual. But certain thoughts keep running through my head. I can't be blamed, cos I myself did not expect the ending to be like this. I wasn't even prepared, I was completely ignorant. So fuck it, shoot me with all your arrows and bullets, I don't really give a shit. I'm getting sick of blogging. Blogging after reading blogs makes me wanna blog less. So I'll just do whateverrrrrr I want. Fine, this post is fuckin random. Dont care me kay? RANDOM POST, RANDOM REMARKS, RANDOM TALK, NO OFFENCE.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:08 PM 62 words
Everybody! I just got this link from Yongzzz ! I know I'mma noob still. Lemme train. He's got 80words in a minute :( I'm busy lately with all that Audition & tests coming up... I'm drowning. And I wanna plan my birthday party soon :D But thinking of who to invite can be a real headache. Certainly when certain groups cant really go well with another. Birthday party at my house. :D Anyone interested? :) Tomorrow's my health assessment test AS WELL AS dressing retest. Asshole, I'm confident in my dressing but NOT health assessment. Goodgame everyone, goodnight. <3, Ponyoponyoponyo! :D
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:00 AM Yesterday was a really bad day of my life.
I overslept for my first 2hr lecture. Then when I reached school and saw Irene, I was like, Hey, u guessed it correctly lor. I really didnt go for the lectures :/ Then when I was going home on bus 45, I overslept all the way to Bedok. When I opened my eyes, I was like all blur and dazzing. Didn't know where I was :( On the bus, there was this fucking old ah pek, he looked rather tico to me. So the bus was really packed, so he was sitting on the outside of the two-sitter sit. A girl alittle younger than me wanted to sit on the inside chair said excuse me, so he turned his leg out. Before the girl can completely get seated, the uncle turned rather quickly, hitting her on the back of her knee, causing her to fucking sit on his leg. The girl even said Sorry. I don't blame her for saying sorry. But at that point of time, I can already feel my blood rushing and my heart was pounding harder than usual. This old man was wearing sunglasses in a pretty dark bus. He kept staring at the girl. She wasn't wearing anything revealing, at all! I got so fed up I kept kicking the fucking old man's chair everytime he turned his head. He turned round, to stare at me. I glared at him. Before I alight the bus, my hands were all cold already. (It would turn cold everytime I get angry.) Everyone who saw me then could tell that I was pretty pissed off. So I turned around, stared at him and glared at him again. Fucking old man. If that's the way you wanna treat a girl, you're taking a wrong bus. Please take bus 80/62 that drops you off at Geylang. Do whatever you want there I won't give a shit. Fancy you taking advantages on a crowded bus. Fuck you fucking sunglasses. Fuck you balding head. Fuck off, get AIDS and die with your eyeballs dangling out. Motherfucking piece of shit. Went home and all my siblings were like, OMG DIANA, SHASHA BROKE A BOWL. So I went, okay, so what? My maid bullied my Beebee cos of that. Poor Beebee got wet. Arghhhhh, can't say anything since she kinda know my secret. Travelled by bus to Bugis and spent all my property. Changed the tee for Bf & Shan. Bought 2 new tops, 2 new )(#*$()#% for myself :D Went home to play Audition. Q: Why does it take to change? A: A whole lot of determination.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 6:22 PM WeiZhi just introduced me to read Yazuka's moon or something.
Fill me in or something! Seems like a really nice read. I'm back to reading storybooks. I like the feeling of being obssessed into the storyline and scenario! Baby called me Ponyo the Bookworm. :c It's so late now, Sleeeeep! Last blogged @ 3:35 PM I WON'T BE SKIPPING LESSONS TOMORROW.
I'LL BE IN SCHOOL ALL THE WAY TO 5. OKAY, BUT IF I CAN'T STAND IT THEN I'LL LEAVE AT 4 PRETTY PLEASE? I wanna go shopping with my momma. I need clothes for CNY. I wanna wear a cheongsam or something =D Sounds fun? I think I watched too much Little Nyonya. See, I'm so kns. :( Goodnight sleep early! Teenagers needs at least 8 hour of sleep!!!!!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:00 PM Her ambition was to be a lawyer. So I dressed her up and took a pic of it :D Stupid choices. Naughty pussy Rat! I always take pictures of dead living things. Now I show you a living one kay? :D Are you bored? Cos I'm feelin soooooooo bored. Happened to see Lester at the soccer court near the mama shop. Shan got her packet of chips whereas I bought my stuffs. I've been home all day, helping out my family clean up the house. CNY is nearing, everyone get more clothes, spend more money and help in recession okay? :D Wanted to meet Bf today, but my momma didn't give me money. And my bank account is only left with $5. Cool right? Broke to the core. School again, on monday. Boring, boring, boring. --- Beebee is like, sick, I suppose. Her body seems warmer than usual and she seems very very lethargic. Will be bringing her to my room to sleep. I wanna be forgiving. I've tried to forgive him. But after what me & my sis discussed, I realised it was too much a girl could take. Only Bf, my sis and a few of Bf's brothers/cousins know about it. I can't believe it, how strong I used to be. I hate him, I can't forgive. Goodluck, May God really really BLAST you. Karma is always around us. How much can a guy change, after all that had happened. It's just true colours that are yet to be revealed. I really wish I could talk to her. I don't wanna get anymore girls to go through the hurt that I went through. It was insane, and really really painful. Thank God I'm out of it, with the help of my family and a few of my friends. I've grown up from it. I've seen the worst. I will never let it reoccur in my life. I will put in my best to love my "Baby Hao". Thankyou, thankyou so much. Ima much happier person now. I wanna learn how to cook for you. I wanna learn how to iron clothings for you. I love you. P.S - Thankyou everyone that had ever mattered in my life. You made me who I am today, whatever I say, whtever I type. Without you, I may not be who I am today :) You're important to me. We needa learn how to be appreciative. We needa know how to be thankful. To my poly mates, I may not be as close to you guys cos I'm forever skipping lessons when there's the opportunity to. I'm always late for classes. But I really will try to stick with y'all. I'm really sorry Huiyuan, for not being there with you to celebrate your 21st. What's wrong with me again? Signing off, you dearest Ponyo. Last blogged @ 6:23 AM I just bathed all my 3 dogs today.
Might be going down to 85 later, I might not know. Depends whether I am able to go down or not. Boring day but I can finally get my hands on Audition! Haven't been online for quite long. And I wanna say that there ARE STILL NICE PEOPLE IN SINGAPORE! :D Im suffering from the not-enough-sleep sickness. AND IF YOU LIKE ME, I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH. BUT PLEASE DO NOT COPY STUFFS FROM HERE. ='( Happy 6month Anniversary my darling ! ♥
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:52 PM We are one big family! :/Does it show you what kind of a person am I? :X Bloody hell. I gotta cut everything shortttttttttt. Cos Mac workers don't allow me to use their plugs. Retarded right? Nothing much to blog about. Since there isn't the feel! --- YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I "LOVE" YOU MAN! |
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