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Monday, August 31, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:36 PM Friendship is so fragile. One step might ruin it all. I don't know what to say. I really got caught on this time. Probably it's all my fault. Just shutup. Silence might not be a bad thing.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:29 PM Early in the morning 10 o clock.
Nana and her parents went for breakfast. It was a rainy day, so I helped grandma lead her way. Went for dumsum at some crap restaurant called Mouth Restaurant. Completely sucky, like how her day would go, just that she prolly didnt thought bout. Went to Triumph & Yonex's warehouse sale. Bought 2 cheapskate stuff. Waterbottle and a tee bra. Supposed to catch The Final Destination. I was initially so excited. But if I had to be put thru your shit to watch it, I don't mind skipping it. Cos if you don't wanna watch it, tell me, I won't force you. You were the one who told me u were alright with it, and everything was planned and laid nicely. So I went down for an hour and took a bus home feeling so disappointed. I was so excited to catch it wanted to reach thr earlier I ran in the rain to catch the next bus there. It's okay, my fault I didn't inform you that I would delay cos of the sudden decision of going to to the warehouse sale. Apology wasn't good enough for you, isn't it? My bad, my bad, okay? My bad you told me to fuck out of ur house if I was unhappy. Anyway, went to Hougang lan to play Audition with Shan. I didn't wanna stay at home and fume. Furthermore, ShaoKuang informed me of FAM battle today. So that adds on to the reason for me to go. Played for an hour and small sis called for me to go home asap, cos she needed chocolates for teacher's day celeb. Good for us though, the LAN shop's kepboard and speaker sucked. So sorry I completely caused havoc in the FAM battle. Blame the Lan shop. :( Attachment tomorrow @ CGH. Completely suck. I can't imagine this. I mean, I'm totally not ready for attachments. I haven't packed my bag, look for my nursing guide, prepare my shoes and be mentally prepared. It's sooooooo tough being a nurse! And the happy thing is I'll have to wakeup at 6. So I'm turnin in soon. If not my sleep would really really suck. Last blogged @ 1:28 AM Marriage is the beginning of the test of Love. Woaaaaaaah~  Adidas out of a chunky bracelet.Cooliooooo.  Sweetie proudly sponsored drinks!:P
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:17 PM Diana's completely crapppie today.
Watching Howie Do It. I'm at the Escape/Denial Stage. I watch teevee even when I don't watch it usually. I just wanna escape from books. Damn it. Then Im gonna watch 11pm show on channel 8 all the way to 12pm. Then start studying till as late as I can take. But I guess, I'll have weak determinations. I was pissed off on my way home from school to Serangoon Central today. A middle-aged woman kept standing very close to me. Scenario; She was standing, then she kept standing very near me! I understand that the bus was very crowded. But she deliberately stood very near me. She hit me once on my bag and she turned to me, and I glared. Then she hit me again at my phone when I was texting. She turned and I really glared hard. How irritating! If you can't stand being even 5mins without your son, then I suggest you carry your son's pic whereever you go. Or maybe a 3D stand would do the job. Irritating. Last paper for tomorrow. Going for the class outing provided I'm not all shagged up. And it doesn't really have to cost me money. Cos I'm going to K & eat for dinner. I barely have cash with me. Seriously, this suck. I hate the feeling of wanting to go out and really enjoy myself, when my pocket is empty. Spoke to an Uncle when I was walking to the interchange. He was damn unintentional. And I like it! Anyway, bought biscuits for my last paper. Although it wasn't attractive to put in the mouth, but it would be if you were really healing to the stomach. Buais! I can't wait for tomorrow. But honestly, I haven't even started for tomorrow's exam when it starts at 9 friggin AM.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:45 PM Shithead. You can't lie to me if you can't lie thru yourself first. Bullshit and crap and fuckfuckfuckyfuck. How I Wish Sometimes I Dont Have To Bother (!) -Why do you have to be this significant? Watched The Proposal with Calene at AMK today. Goodness, she's fiercer than I thought! 4/5 I LOVE THE AH MA. LOTZXZXZ. I WANNA WATCH YEAR ONE ALSO. PFFFFFFT. BYE, WATCHING THE MOMENT OF TRUTH. I WISH SINGAPORE HAS THIS. However, I somehow think this show is really really crude. I take back my words, sweet. Honestly. RAHHHHHH. It's truthfulness & coming clean however, for some stuffs that you might not wanna hear, you might have to, face, it. Buailalaxzxzc. Last blogged @ 6:29 PM  To you, & I, and everyone's horror. The Final Destionation, the show whom everyone is awaiting for it's release is here soon. But(!) It's M18. Even The Last House On The Left is M18. WAKAKAKAKAKA!  Look at this. Look at the sentence which is 'yi gen ke li bao man de yu mei...' Sha read it as, 'Yi gen ke li bao' Then she asked me, curry puff in chinese is called Ke li bao meh? HAHAHA! She forgot to read the next work after that! Joke of the Hahaha year.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:40 PM  Shan's coolio slipper! I bought the same one, one day before she broke hers!      Lalalalala. Buai, off to the books!
Monday, August 24, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:59 AM WHO GIVES A FUCK! NOTHING CAN BRING ME DOWN. SHITTERS DIE EARLIER.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:39 AM Sorry.
Okay back to studies since like yesterday 1pm to 3pm. Jiatoh and got drunk. I kept thinking. Thinking of things I shouldn't be. Does miscommunication really matter that much to me? Yes. I find it very hard to cope when people tell me things at times when I don't wanna hear it. When i say 'fuck, I think I'm gonna flunk my subjs!' I wish someone would say 'Wtf?! Why you studied so hard!' instead of '-.- You should have worked harder, maybe your best wasn't their best..' that kinda thing. I guess I prefer to be appreciated than being put down further. Okay scrap everything on top. Seriously, back to adult nursing my babybaby girlgirl book. Those thoughts keeps comin by knockin at my cns. How do I keep myself distracted from all these shit?
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:37 PM Blogger sucks.
It's not allowing me to upload pic again. It makes me work harder. It makes me preoccupied to care. It makes me think there are other stuffs on this planet worth doing. Except, today, was seriously one of my most guilty day. I can't believed it happen. Do you realise that whenever something bad happens, eg; like spilling cup of coke. Makes you snap away from reality, or back to reality. That kinda feeling. It just happen. You can't do anything to bring back the situation. The feeling that makes you not know what to do. Sometimes, I just feel like crying. I yelled at my youngest sis today. Without incentives, she will never, not, not, not help you do things. I'm talking about even throwing a piece of crap into the bin. It completely pissed me off. Although it wasn't my business, she was my sister. She was rotting. She can't even help her own sis throw a piece of shit when the bin is practically right next to her. Looked over at some old pics with my mom & siblings. Completely funny. Okay this is it, I'M LOOKING FOR A JOB. URGENT PART-TIME JOB. I CAN WASH UR CAR, HELP YOU TIE PONYTAILS, HELP YOU BABYSIT. ANYTHING THAT BRINGS ME $$$$, I NEED IT URGENTLY! ABLE TO START WORK AFTER NEXT WEEK! MAIL ME @ KNIVES.AREBETTER@HOTMAIL.COM I LOVE YOU, THANK YOU SOOOOO F-ING MUCH!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:30 PM Tomorrow's behaviour mod exam. Honestly, I tried studying at Mac. I could only catch what they say in the first part. After that, I was just copying notes from the textbook for the sake of doing it. So today, Home -> Serangoon Mac -> Home. Nothing special. Except me & Shan said alot on Marist Boys! HAHAHA.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:05 AM  Yeah baybeh!Liverpool & you'll never walk alone! FERNANDO TORRES IS THE MAN!  Ants bullies bird. Today was a slacky day for me. Was watching Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni for 4 hours. Then I got really bored of it. Went to read up abit on Behaviour Mod. I hate it! I can memorise the definitions. But how would I know how to apply it to real life situations? I got stuck right on the first lecture! I PASSED MY FTT! HAPPY LIKE HELL! But I guess I scraped thru. Cos I wasnt really certain about 5-6 answers. Thank God amitofu amen! I like Youtube and am starting to get hooked to it for all the videos! I know it sounds retarded. DAMN IT! I SO WANNA GO BUGIS! I NEED LOTS OF CLOTHES! BUT I NEED MORE OF STUDYTIME TOO. :( SAVE ME FROM THIS AGONY, ANYONE, PLOX.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:50 PM Hi. Im here to write how I've been really feelin for these few days/near week. I've always tried my best, to excel as my role as a gf. Not in every aspect I suppose, but the most that I can put in. I take note of everything that goes through my ear, and put it into action. You once told me you were hungry in the office and there wasn't anything to give you the sugar. And I noticed that you didn't really have a water bottle to bring to work. I bought you my favourite type of biscuits & a adidas water bottle for you in the next few days. Although I was having my attachments and I was really tight in cash. That was then I had my allowance and I spent all that for like $10, which is one day of pocket money. And as you know, we both have our needs of *********. So I took time out during my lunch/dinner going to windy places instead of the cafeteria. You always love food, and you always will! So, as me, a very poor girl with barely enough per week, will try very hard to scrimp on all the money in school and spend it genorously with you. You're working, I'm not. I can't afford Sakae Tappanyaki or Seoul Garden or Swensens with you all the time. I'm sorry, it's within what I have. So I can't give in to what you want all the time. And thankyou, for all that you've treated me for, I'm sincerely greatful. You wanna shop for clothes. Everytime you need apparels, tell me when had I not been by your side. I gave you suggestions but was repeatedly rejected. Guess my depression everytime. Im not even shopping for my own clothes, dear. You have to understand, it isn't my fault that the shop doesn't sell what you wants. There's nothing I can control to. Yesterday, you want me to lend you my laptop. I would really appreciate it if you ask me with more sincerity. Instead of showing me the face, I feel threatened so I lend it. Taking the reason/excuse that you wanna buy pants tomorrow and that I accompany you so I lent my laptop to you. Thanks. Upon doing so much, what do I get back? What do I deserve to get back? Why do i always feel like a calefare? A side cast, a role-player that has been taken for granted? -- Anyway, who's in for alcohol soon, cos you might wanna count me in. Though it's the exam period. I can take half the day off & sacrifice the blogging time! Bye! Turnin in soon cos Final.Theory.Test is TOOOOOMAWROW!
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:48 PM Resting period for me today totally.
Couldn't eat wad I want to. All the soupy stuffs and chinese meds smell makes me groan. My stomach feels very bloated, with air. Once food reaches my mouth, it feels extremely bloated. Im not even talking about a meal, just an orange makes fireworks in me. Fuckin hurts now. Im gonna lie down, watch some tudou and drama cereals. FTT on Monday. I NEED ALLLLLLLLLLLLL THE LUCK! Im completely depending on my e-trials. I dont even wanna flip my book. Stupidstupidstupid exams. \\\ Updated my playlist! XOXOXO! Last blogged @ 12:25 AM  One day after National Day,we celebrated Nardnerd's birthday! Buuuuuuuut, we didn't play with cake ;) Happo Birtho You!  Bling the table,bling the chair...  Azrin shoes was blinged as well! (With my throwing-away ga cham pu teh) AHAHHAHA, SPASTIC SIOL. (ShangriLa nite!)Finally passed everything of my CPR. I have to admit I wasn't honest. Cos I faked my way that I went for the remedial. But wad I dont get is, why is remedial so important it became a MUST before going for the actual test! I mean, it just doesnt really make sense to me. Wad I blogged yesterdayxzzxzx. ----------------------------------- Today was completely fun! I watched 2 movies. But I left my Advanced Theory Book in the theaters @ AMK. Watched Where Got Ghost with Bf. Not a really nice show, but oh well, support the locals! Went to AMK to watch Orphan with Shanna. Supposed to watch it with Amelia & her Mom, but my dear sis wanna watch it. And it would be cheaper if I watch it earlier, Sorry, I know it's my fault I screwed up! But I didnt mind watching it again though. My rates: Orphan: 3/5 Where Got Ghost?: 2/5 I bought a new top today, & I can't wait to wear it tomorrow! WOOOOOOOOOOOT! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT SOOO MUCH! Saw a pair of wedges that was taller than 3 inches. Fuck I love it so much, but the front part was really TIGHT. And there weren't larger sizes. TIPO: AMK HUB GOT A LOT OF REALLY NICE HEELS & CLOTHES! THE SALE ASSISTANTS ARE REALLY NICE TOO! -- I EVEN SAW THE PAIR THAT HAD A HEART SHAPE AT THE HEEL! I SO WANT IT, BUT IT DOESN'T LOOK NICE COS I'VE GOT UGLY FEETO! DAMN CRAP! I SO REGRET NOT GETTING THE SINGLETS. 12$ ONLY WHY DID I TURN AWAY!!! OMG, IM SOOOOOOOOO WHINEY TODAY. OMG, GOD PLEASE GIMME MORE MONEY! OMG, GOD PLEASE GIMME A BIGGER CLOSET. OMG, GOD PLEASE GIMME MORE SHOES,HEELS EVERYTHING! OH YA, I SAW A NICE PAIR OF VINTAGE SHOES THAT CAN MATCH WITH LIKE WADEVER CRAP YOU WEAR. SERIOUSLY, PEOPLE WOULD STARE! UNIQUE PLUS TOTALLY $_$ THAT'S 40$ I GUESS. Exam period starts on Thursday. Just right after exams, we're going for attachments. WHO FUCKIN PLAN IT LIKE THAT! HELLO! WAKEUP, NO BREAKS? Asshole neineipootpoot.  Boyfriend is going in army real soon. In like another 2months time. It hit me and made me hold back tears upon knowing it. TEKONG somemore. Watching Where Got Ghost made me feel more worrid about him. Sigh, how long can 2years get, right? 7weeks in camp without coming out. That was written, but I myself is unsure whether that was real. Alittle hard to believe, 7 weeks. Many things can happen. Where would I be w/out you? Cant imagine my upcoming saturdays fridays sundays mondays tuesdays wednesdays thursdays.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:23 PM  Crepe upside down & Im lazy kay. Cheesecake & my liu lian cakeo! Drooooooooooools Last blogged @ 11:05 PM Why is blogger so merciless!
_l_ YOU MADE ME UPSET AND ALL! Fine I shall put it all in black simple form. National Day passed. Fun, I completely love the buffet dinner at ShangriLa with family. Completely rocked everything! I love the crepe forgetting the sour raspeberries. No regrets, if we're not looking at the price tag part. I ate durian cake, durian icecream all that day I completely reeked of Durian gooo when I was home. Whats best, the chefs were damnnnnn friendly! I was taking a pic of their indoor kitchen & the chef thought I was taking a pic of him! WAKAKKAKAKKA! I DONT CARE, COS IM HAPPY NOW. IM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY IM GONNA BOOMBOOM POW! Baby are you down down down down down!
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:24 AM  Hougang Mall pervert detected. I didn't really like this pic but Shan like so it's here.---- Today was a bad day. Right after it started off. My bus took 20mins to come when I'm already late. Failed my One man CPR & Infant foreign body obstruction. I was very upset. Cos I feel very disappointed towards all my friends, and especially to myself. So I went home with a heavy heart. Shan's laptop died this day. Or the day before as a matter of fact. Now she have to bring it to Juring to get it fixed! See, HP rocks! Who agrees? Watched Up on thursday! I.LOVE.IT! 4.5/5! Not really 5/5 cos it's a little kiddy to me. I like the beginning part! The cloud making animals. Make me wonder which cloud am I being made of! Must be the black cloud that creates 'failure mobs', thus Im here! Wakkakakaa! Boyfriend; Regardless what happens, I'll stand by you. Dont get too affected over current issues that are happening, cos you're entering army soon, and it would be disheartening to see should you leave worrying about so many stuffs outside. And your army letter is really taking long! It's already October okay! Still addicted to the Thai song! Nicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenice! Goodnight! Gotta go for a fun jogjog totomomorowrow. XOXO. Happy 8/8/09! Having plans with momo on National Day for dinner!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:03 PM I was happily thinking of upload pics I took today.
And then blogger gave me shit. So I gladly accepted it & put it into my pocket.  HAHA! How would you read the title of this book? I first read it as; She washing...?? Then Shan correct me to; The washing...?? Then I opened the inside of the book to find out it is; The Washingtonienne. Im doing well even if you gimme ur crap, blogger Im damn bored! Been doing nothing much the whole day. I love pasar malams! But I regret eating Rotijohn. I'd rather be having a cute plain chicken burger like Shan. Okay no more suppers! Shan even had the cheek to ask me for Shaker Fries the busted! My god, she doesnt respect the swear at all! Okay out of blogger! Im going to sleep soon cos I've got lessons at 8.30AM tomorrow. Shagness. National Day is coming! I'd rather it be my birthday. Pffft!   Last blogged @ 1:30 AM
 Happy day for me today. Except for now. Im unhappy, can? Okay, fine, since it's something that happened 4 fucking weeks ago, I'll fuck care for now, cos you're a bitch. Went for my BTT today & I passed with flying colours. Happiness. I studied hard for it man! Met Weiling and she guided me on my FTT. But too bad, the system still isn't updated. Now I need to apply for my PDL (Provisional Driving Licence). Wanted to find Denka after that but he was still in school. So I went to X Gaming to pass time & Audi-ed. Fun! Beatup & everything. Playing alone increased my confidence & concentration. Maybe I shall do that more often. Met melia there & we chilled together before she went off in a yellow cab. Played till Bf reach inter. Went to TM for Swensens first. Crazy boy. He's like mad or wad. Two side dishes, Two main courses (Although I wanted the kids' meal to make up for my icecream) Two icecreams. $67 in total. Once a month, I'll pardon that bit of lipids. Went to Couple Lab to get my lost ring done. And thats another $42. Got back the exact same one :) Oh wellsss, Happy 13Months boyfliend! School's timings are rockin! Starts at 12 or like 1 pm! Go school! What should I wear tomorrow?  
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:03 AM  Shan & I's uber creation.Holes among the holes. LOL! It alllll started with two holes, and I didnt wear it for a year or 3. Then I found it lingering in my wardrobe I took it out & cut holeys out of it. Shan joined in the fun. Does it look bad? I mean if I wear that, to let's just say Tampines Mall. ---- Went to Bf's to slack the day throughout. I just realise I have a bad habit. Which is falling asleep halfway watching drama series. Guess I wont be going to school tomorrow. I've got basic theory test for driving at 2pm. In which my lessons are only 3hours. Went for my e-trial today. Damn it, I didn't know I need 90% to pass the test. So I stupidly felt so happy I got 77% and shocked to see a big red FAIL. Then I asked the girl beside me & she told me we needa get 90% and above. Fine, I scored well for the following 400 questions. Cos they all ask the same thing repeatedly & repeatedly. DOOMSDAY, IS TODAY, FOR, ME, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK.  |
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