At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
Don't regret when i'm gone,
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:21 PM

Look, I know you and I have never really connected.
Maybe it's because you're relentlessly annoying,
or maybe it's my fault because I can't tolerate relentlessly annoying people,
I don't know.


Why people think that the world revolves around them......
Like totally.
After all the crap & shits & fucks I get today.
I get more after I find myself slacked under the cool breeze of the aircon.
Now I understand why people say 'I can't believe I was so immature in the past'.
I CAN SO FUCKING UNDERSTAND.
Don't like me?
Whisper to me or text me or if you're really shy, don't keep in touch with me.

HELLO, NO, NOT EVERYONE IN THE WORLD LOVES YOU.
PROBABLY EVERYONE BUT PLEASE FOR HELL, HEAVEN & EARTH'S SAKE,
NOT, ME.


Listen precious,
you may be living in your world where everyone is talking about how beautiful
and perfect you can be,
but hello, this is 2009, the reality world.

Oh it's 2009, so Hi-nice-meeting-you-for-the-first-time-how-are-you- let's-go-to-bed-together-okay-we're-done-bye-I-gtg the trend?
Shit, scram, ewwww eeeeee yuckkkkkk!

Who can live with someone ugly inside?
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.





Oh! i'm sorry! I cared so little I almost passed out!




TODAY IS THE WORST DAY OF MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE.
I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE UNLUCKY THAN THIS.
I FAILED MY SUP PAPER.
AND I DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO TRY IT AT ALL!
AND I GOTTA PAY BACK HALF A YEAR FOR IT.
MY CAREER THRASHS HERE.



Last blogged @ 1:41 AM

To you/ you all,
Hello, you're no one I respect or ever ever admired or will admire.
I don't care what you ever thought of me as a matter of fact.
Honestly, now or future, I won't, will not, never will I.
What's with the fake fronts nowadays?
Have girls lost themselves?
What happens to genuine & innocence?
Where had all that mothers desired you to be?

I'm not saying I'm not a letdown.
Hell, fucking, N.O.

Sometimes, my sister can be so true.
Especially this particular B.
Hello, where are you dear?
Is someone beautiful on the outside really that important compared to the inside?




Let me give you a question to ponder when you're probably on the bus, digging your ears or something.
What would happen if one day, you & your girlfriend done it,
and she tells you that she's expecting?Think about your decision,
the aftermath and your rationale.
What about your future?
What about your Im-still-young cliche?













Went out to Somerset with Chowchow as she was at CDC.
She didn't wanna go to Mark's & Spencer at CentrePoint alone, for an interview.
So I went along with her.
Studied in the toilet for like 2mins,
ran out cos I really can't stand the fishy pungent in the air.
Went to Times, looked at recipes for cheesecake.
Nothing much other than plain old New York Cheesecake.
Went to LJS, bought the cheese fries & fried potato slices.
Yes, fattening.
Studied for like 10mins before Chowchow was done with her interview.
She had her dinner, I mugged, she taught & highlighted for me.
Thankyou Chowchow!
<3

Rushed down to Suntec at a flying speed.
Imagine the distance from freakin Cityhall to Suntec.
It's 20mins for a average walker.
I took 15mins inclusive 3mins toilet break.

Terence: WALAO, WHERE GOT 20MINS, IF CRAWL FROM THERE THEN 20MINS LA.

Shithole Terence, you crawl there in 20mins I give you everything in my room boy!
I was cutting pass people & people were looking.
Late for movie with Bot, Nard, Wx, Ter, Yong.
Supposed to had lunch with them at 12.30 but I gave it a miss.
(Since Missy is pooooor.)
Okay, almost cried in the movies cos it was really scary.

It was the type that made me :
Cover my face for 1/2 of the show
Wanna leave the cinema hall
Makes me feel like crying
Stomp my feet all over






But then again, watch it if you've got the ballz.
4.5/5 for me.
Excluding the lame story of dead humans becoming zombies & chasing humans,
hello, not scary, it's la-mi(lame).




Take things on a lighter note,
prioritize your time, Nana.





XOXO.
Goodnight, & bless you.



Sunday, September 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:02 AM

I loveeeeee her!
Chowchow, my chowchow.


This completely turn me on, for food.

Wooooooooot! Imagine it's baked rice!
Lagi besto!

Hard & soft, wow, totally slurpppppppppppp! Strawberry Melties with additional 3 scoopz!



Nana's Hypocount.





Everyday's rockin for me.
Please dont text me so frequently cos my bill's bombed & Mom's gonna scream.
Text me like only after the 8th of Oct cos Im changing to a completely free sms plan.
Brb, off to earn one bubbletea!
From SK.
HAHAHAHHAHHA.



Friday, September 25, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:09 AM

Bye toilet <3
Yes, on the Staff Room wall. H2O.
Weiling completely made fun of me today.
I was uncertain about the site to 'pierce' for Intramuscular injection.
So Weiling suggested the mole since he had one at the right spot.
So I aimed and pierced right into the mole.
Cool right?
Complete Joke Of The Day.
Even the staff nurse laughed.
Tomorrow's the last day of attachments.
Wish me all the freakin luck on Earthie.




Thursday, September 24, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:51 AM



Ice cream gachapon u see before?
LOL.


Diana's off to work.
See, so no life.
Work like a slave slave,
for the last 2 daydays.
ROAR.


Monday, September 21, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:00 PM


Loving my new nose piercing.
HEHEHE.



Shanna completely admired my courage to pierce my nose.
HAHA.
My parents hated it and wants it removed.
Hmmmmm, NONONO.


Someone, give me an antidote.






Last blogged @ 2:00 PM

Yesterday was the night.
I saw everything go down.
Calene was down too.
She cried & cried nonstop.
Although Im not very close to her,
it's like I can feel her pain.

Parents' acceptance in a relationship is very important.

I had my own problems.
Thanks to some of her friends,
I felt much better.
I threw up like 4 times.
Which felt so bad.
I wanted to cry but I kept it in.

Sometimes, I don't know what I'm thinking.
Things that I do, my bf could not.
My jealousy level is goddamn high.
How can I care less?
Is that an impending disorder?
How can I be totaly acceptable?
How can I stop worrying about stuffs
that would never happen?
How can I not care?

I admire my friends sometimes,
how do they cope in a relationship?
How is it to accept another person's individual?




How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?


Sunday, September 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:27 PM

Shithole.
Today's a friggin boring day.
Shan is sleeping like a log.
I even leveledup in HappyFarm.
My god, see, this just shows my boredom.
Is there anywhere I can go without a penny?
I can't withdraw my last $20 from my account cos
I payed for my cab fare from there ytd.
Wadaloadofshitcrapholeonasunday.

Bye, Eat!








Hi I'm back.
Im uploading a pic of my new nose piercing.
It was an impulsive decision.
I just wanted it.
So I got it.



It hurt alot.
I can't control, tears just dropped.
My eyes were bloodshot.
Cos of the haze I guess.
HAHA.
Shithole, there's a mosqi in my room.
It drew my blood with it's unsterile sting to poke me.







I didn't needed it.
I need time to recuperate my mind, body & soul.


Saturday, September 19, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:45 AM

Today was quite a tiring day.
Time passes exceptionally slow when you do nothing, how true.
I wanna watch WhiteOut & that ghost show I forgotten the title.
Okay, anyone in for horror movies?
Sad man, noone likes ghost movies.
>:(

I don't really wanna flame on dear SN Amy.
But please, shame on you.
For humiliating others without thinking about how they'd feel.
Some people...................................................
Just dont understand how much others hate her.
And yet, have the cheek to ask other students why ENs are not listed
on some other student's farewell-thankyou card.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.



Buai!
XOXOXO!


Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:27 PM

By lovely Bed 23, discharged.
So sweet :)
It's attached together somemore >_<

Complete Love.

I'm going there for lunch/dinner whenever there's a chance.
Cheap, lots of meat & free flow soupie!
I LOVE IT!
THANKS CHOWCHOW!

We love this place hor, chowchow? ;)
Gangsterism Meows.





I've had enough of shit for this posting by head-held-very-high nurses.
Come on, be nicer to us, just a little bit.
You've been one of us before, isn't it.
RED FAT LIPSTICK (Human source);
You'd better get scarce from me.
If not, I swear, I won't give face.
I'm even willing to write a report if I have to.
See, I'm putting my education at risk for you, fugly.


My 4 weeks are hopping fast in ward life.
Now's the 3rd week already.
One more week to go!
Student nurses rock!
(Except one girl. You know, I know.)


OKAY, I BOOKED 10 PRACS FOR DRIVING.
I booked all of it at more expensive timings.
Like peak hours, or weekends.
CDC sure knows how to make money.
From newbies & nerds like me & Momo.
PEACE.
XOXOXO.



Monday, September 14, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:00 AM

Today is indeed a suckieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee day, for me.
First, I'm late for work.
Woke up at 6:30 am.
I reached ward at 7:05 am.
Which is 5 minutes time pass my designated time to reach.
I was panting when I reached my ward cos obviously I ran.

Then the in-charge gave sarcastic comments like


'Why nowadays you guys late won't feel guilty meh?'
Then the staff nurse added salt to the wound.
I was like WTFSMLJ?!
Firstly, look at the pay we're getting.
Nurses have so many things to do.
Fine, you may think that I'm bragging.
So what do you guys think about dealing with human waste?
Are you willing to do that?
I know it's responsibility.
I was telling my mom,
Nurses -> little pay ($1600 basic) -> Work like mad.
And furthermore, all nurses have to pay back ridiculous amount of time
just for a small matter of 5 freaking minutes.
5min's make up time is 30 mins.
More than 1 hour then you don't have to come,
please make up on a weekend for student nurses.
What on Earth, try crashing your weekend like that.

WHY ON EARTH SHOULD I FEEL GUILTY,


WHEN I'M SUPPOSED TO CRY AT THE CONSEQUENCE


THAT I AM SUPPOSED TO PAY BACK?!




Totally don't make sense to me.
Does it really cost so much to have passion for nursing?
Everything came crashing down for the whole day then.
I was clumsy and try getting crushed by some other staff nurses.
See, I'm dead meat.
Like dead pork.

OKAY NOW, FUCK CDC, SERIOUSLY.
I CAN'T BOOK MY PRACTICAL LESSON LAH.
SCREWED UP E-SYSTEM OF YOURS.
I LOAD A PAGE FOR 5 FUCKING MINUTES!


Sunday, September 13, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:20 PM




Hadn't really been home for this weekend.
So now, I am.

  • I wanna buy more lingeries.
  • Buy more tops & shorts & skirts.
  • Buy something suitable for my bandage skirt.
  • Buy more earrings since it's lookin pretty.
  • Sit thru and go thru wad's my lesson learnt.
  • Get scolded less often.
  • Know my exam results.
  • Wake up earlier for attachments tomorrow.
  • Hope I get my $190 pay check fast.
  • Spend less on cab.
  • Spend more on myself.
  • Continue eating this little everyday.

Okay that's all.
Stuffs that I want, done.
Back to my routine lifestyle tomorrow.
Work, Eat, Home.

I eat bread when i go for attachments.
Non-stop.
So cool, I can lose weight superly fasty!
Water also make you full, but not fat.

Life is so random.
What if one day we were all punished for all our mistakes & lies?
Wouldn't the Earth become a very lonely place?



Off to Kovan.

Cya.
XOXOXO.



Saturday, September 12, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:07 PM

Sidecasts are left aside.
Only the best ones reign.

Today is a Saturday.
I just woke up not too long ago at 3pm.
I didn't have a choice, the weather was too hot.
Today is Derrick's birthday celebration.
I keep thinking what would happen & stuffs.
Why do I have to keep thinking?
I mean, this sound so retarded.
When I would just go.
Like totally eye-rolling, I can understand.

Okay wadever, fucking hell, arghhhhh fuck, bye.




Thursday, September 10, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:18 PM

Hello!
Nana is back to reality world!

Gonna start on my case study now.
Done adding ex-ward maties on FB.
Gosh, I'm hell tired.
Gonna wake up before 6 tomorrow again.
Weiling's an asshole.
She smacked my butt infront in the canteen when
we were queueing for food, and people stared at us.
Just because I was talking to JP about EYE-zz.
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA.
EYE-ZZ.
EYE-ZZ.

Today's highlight;

Cleared the poopoo of a patient who can't stop
leaking poop.
I was just a-glove-distant away form touching the real thing.



Yesterday's highlight;

Y Weiyang choked on fishbone.
Laugh somemore!

Y A woman got into fits while queueing to enter the wards.

Okay casestudy, no jokejoke!
I was still playing games at FB so funfun!



HOP OFF!



Monday, September 7, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:34 AM

Won money today.
By playing In Between, (a load of card games)
you might start off with 20cents and win up to $100+++.
Seriously, it's quite fun.

Gambling.

Honestly, I'm not really into gambling.
Cos I have to admit,
I HATE LOSING CASH THAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE IN MY PLINK.

That type of feeling really brings the rest of your day/night right downwards.
Let's say you have $20 that you kept which you're supposed to use for the following day.
You 'donated' it all to your fellow mates.
I can't really bring myself to smile.
I'm just too careful.
Everything has to be counted & checked infinitely before I move.

How do people get addicted to gambling?

It's just simple.
Today, I win $50.
And the day ends.
Tomorrow, I wanna earn more than that!
That-kinda-mindset.


Okay fine,
I'll stop it.
But maybe just for the fun of bond,
I will do it.
Nope, not addict.
Teeeheeeheeheeeheeeee.





Meeting Denka for brunch tomorrow.
If not I'll be eating instant noodles again.
No wonder,
I get so thirsty so easily these days.

It all points out to MSG (Monosodium glutamate/Food Additives/Ajinomoto)
in these harmless looking noodles.
Who ask them!
Make it so delicious with all the Tomyam, sour spicy kinda shiokness.
Makes maggie mee so irresistible.
OMG!
I'm so sorry I'm eating home cooked food tomorrow.

Chew this chunk:

"The INTERMAP Cooperative Research Group conducted a study of 752 healthy Chinese (48.7% women), age 40–59 years, randomly sampled from three rural villages in north and south China and determined that MSG intake may be positively correlated to an increased BMI(Body Mass Index)."


(wiki's)


In such, it simply means that instant noodles makes you grow sideways.
I DIDNT THOUGHT SO!
I THOUGHT INSTANT NOODLES WOULD ONLY MAKE MY HAIR FALL!

Good lord, I still bought 2 cups of instant Porridge cos I haven't seen it for quite sometime in the market.
Dumping my instant noodles addict aside.
But honestly, how far can you run from our darling food additives?
It's E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E.
Best where our source can be found is canteens.
Yawns, we'll never avoid it.
Unless we go fully vegan or something.
Then again, it might not be additive-free.
Grass is still, the most authentic choice.
OH BYE.
I FEEL LIKE I GIBBERED A LOAD OF THRASH.




Sunday, September 6, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:35 PM

Hola people of the world!!!


Yesterday was quite a day!
Topic; Food.

Yes, had food party yesterday.
Remainder of lots of pizza & chickens.


Played poker cards with Denka & his mom as well.
Damn it!
Denka won like $30 bucks when our bets started at the price of 10c per game!
I lost $2+ cos I'm a timid gambler.
Caught the last bus home.

I'm going to Hougang Mall most probably later on.
Off to Audition since there's Nothing to do!


Saturday, September 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:45 AM

Today had been a rather busy day for me.
Done alittle of ECG with Julie but we needed some help
cos we cant locate a few places.

Enjoying ward life.
Kinda.
But something bad always happen following this line that I say.
However, got sabotage by my own 'schoolmate'.
How cool, busted me to get your way thru.
Thank goodness the staff nurse trusted me.
Wake up,
stop being a burden & know what you're supposed to do, alright? (:


Sooo nice, I've got everything planned out tomorrow.


Random pictures.





Friday, September 4, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:05 AM




Missy help me take urinal!
Yes boss!

Black cat on top of a black bag.

Oh baby you're white.

A not-a-dog-hamster.

HAHAHA.
Doggy gaining weight.

Completely worked like hell today.
Had been working nonstop for the last 4hours of the day.
Taking parameters, monitoring SMUs, clearing urine, Ryles tube feeding, bringing people to the toilet.
Didn't sit at all.
Sigh.
I'm so tired.

Gotta make a trip down to HSA to donate blood tomorrow since they told me
my blood was needed urgently.
I feel damn appreciated!
And I don't mind helping others, though I don't benefit anything.


TATA, LOL (Lots Of Love)
See! Diana's innovative.
Don't deny.
Don't tell me I'm wrong either.
I'll whack.



Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:06 PM


Nana the freak.

Medications is love.

This is called amoxycillin.

His handphone has camera function,
but camera isn't working.
HAHAHA.



Birthday boi's birthday cake.



Father sio!

Everyone was hungry, NOT.


Me & Shan's baby.
HAHAHHA.
Is Camelot a nice name?

----

Yankee doodle went to town.
Yesterday marked the first day of attachments.
Totally bored.
Some goes for today.
But today wasn't that bad,
cos I was totally busy.
Bathed an uncle and my shoe got completely soaked.
That kinda feeling suck.
So I went to the toilet and got stuck in it for 20mins,
drying my shoes with tree puree.
HAHAHA.

I saw an open wound today.
I got grossed out like seriously.
You can see the level of skin followed
by fresh red flesh (Aye rhyme) underneath.
Totally gross gross gross.
And the weirdest thing is,
the uncle didn't feel pain at all.


XOXOXO.


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