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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:21 PM Look, I know you and I have never really connected. Why people think that the world revolves around them...... Like totally. After all the crap & shits & fucks I get today. I get more after I find myself slacked under the cool breeze of the aircon. Now I understand why people say 'I can't believe I was so immature in the past'. I CAN SO FUCKING UNDERSTAND. Don't like me? Whisper to me or text me or if you're really shy, don't keep in touch with me. HELLO, NO, NOT EVERYONE IN THE WORLD LOVES YOU. PROBABLY EVERYONE BUT PLEASE FOR HELL, HEAVEN & EARTH'S SAKE, NOT, ME. Listen precious, you may be living in your world where everyone is talking about how beautiful and perfect you can be, but hello, this is 2009, the reality world. Oh it's 2009, so Hi-nice-meeting-you-for-the-first-time-how-are-you- let's-go-to-bed-together-okay-we're-done-bye-I-gtg the trend? Shit, scram, ewwww eeeeee yuckkkkkk! Who can live with someone ugly inside? Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Oh! i'm sorry! I cared so little I almost passed out! TODAY IS THE WORST DAY OF MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE. I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE UNLUCKY THAN THIS. I FAILED MY SUP PAPER. AND I DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO TRY IT AT ALL! AND I GOTTA PAY BACK HALF A YEAR FOR IT. MY CAREER THRASHS HERE. Last blogged @ 1:41 AM To you/ you all, Hello, you're no one I respect or ever ever admired or will admire. I don't care what you ever thought of me as a matter of fact. Honestly, now or future, I won't, will not, never will I. What's with the fake fronts nowadays? Have girls lost themselves? What happens to genuine & innocence? Where had all that mothers desired you to be? I'm not saying I'm not a letdown. Hell, fucking, N.O. Sometimes, my sister can be so true. Especially this particular B. Hello, where are you dear? Is someone beautiful on the outside really that important compared to the inside? Let me give you a question to ponder when you're probably on the bus, digging your ears or something. What would happen if one day, you & your girlfriend done it, and she tells you that she's expecting?Think about your decision, the aftermath and your rationale. What about your future? What about your Im-still-young cliche?
Rushed down to Suntec at a flying speed.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:02 AM Chowchow, my chowchow. Wooooooooot! Imagine it's baked rice! Lagi besto! Everyday's rockin for me. Please dont text me so frequently cos my bill's bombed & Mom's gonna scream. Text me like only after the 8th of Oct cos Im changing to a completely free sms plan. Brb, off to earn one bubbletea! From SK. HAHAHAHHAHHA.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:09 AM Weiling completely made fun of me today. I was uncertain about the site to 'pierce' for Intramuscular injection. So Weiling suggested the mole since he had one at the right spot. So I aimed and pierced right into the mole. Cool right? Complete Joke Of The Day. Even the staff nurse laughed. Tomorrow's the last day of attachments. Wish me all the freakin luck on Earthie.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:51 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:00 PM HEHEHE. Shanna completely admired my courage to pierce my nose. HAHA. My parents hated it and wants it removed. Hmmmmm, NONONO. Someone, give me an antidote. Last blogged @ 2:00 PM Yesterday was the night. I saw everything go down. Calene was down too. She cried & cried nonstop. Although Im not very close to her, it's like I can feel her pain. Parents' acceptance in a relationship is very important. I had my own problems. Thanks to some of her friends, I felt much better. I threw up like 4 times. Which felt so bad. I wanted to cry but I kept it in. Sometimes, I don't know what I'm thinking. Things that I do, my bf could not. My jealousy level is goddamn high. How can I care less? Is that an impending disorder? How can I be totaly acceptable? How can I stop worrying about stuffs that would never happen? How can I not care? I admire my friends sometimes, how do they cope in a relationship? How is it to accept another person's individual? How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?How can I not care?
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:27 PM Shithole. Today's a friggin boring day. Shan is sleeping like a log. I even leveledup in HappyFarm. My god, see, this just shows my boredom. Is there anywhere I can go without a penny? I can't withdraw my last $20 from my account cos I payed for my cab fare from there ytd. Wadaloadofshitcrapholeonasunday. Bye, Eat! Hi I'm back. Im uploading a pic of my new nose piercing. It was an impulsive decision. I just wanted it. So I got it. ![]() It hurt alot. I can't control, tears just dropped. My eyes were bloodshot. Cos of the haze I guess. HAHA. Shithole, there's a mosqi in my room. It drew my blood with it's unsterile sting to poke me. ![]() I didn't needed it. I need time to recuperate my mind, body & soul.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:45 AM Today was quite a tiring day.
Time passes exceptionally slow when you do nothing, how true. I wanna watch WhiteOut & that ghost show I forgotten the title. Okay, anyone in for horror movies? Sad man, noone likes ghost movies. >:( I don't really wanna flame on dear SN Amy. But please, shame on you. For humiliating others without thinking about how they'd feel. Some people................................................... Just dont understand how much others hate her. And yet, have the cheek to ask other students why ENs are not listed on some other student's farewell-thankyou card. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. Buai! XOXOXO!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:27 PM It's attached together somemore >_< I'm going there for lunch/dinner whenever there's a chance. Cheap, lots of meat & free flow soupie! I LOVE IT! THANKS CHOWCHOW! Come on, be nicer to us, just a little bit. You've been one of us before, isn't it. RED FAT LIPSTICK (Human source); You'd better get scarce from me. If not, I swear, I won't give face. I'm even willing to write a report if I have to. See, I'm putting my education at risk for you, fugly. My 4 weeks are hopping fast in ward life. Now's the 3rd week already. One more week to go! Student nurses rock! (Except one girl. You know, I know.) OKAY, I BOOKED 10 PRACS FOR DRIVING. I booked all of it at more expensive timings. Like peak hours, or weekends. CDC sure knows how to make money. From newbies & nerds like me & Momo. PEACE. XOXOXO.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:00 AM Today is indeed a suckieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee day, for me. First, I'm late for work. Woke up at 6:30 am. I reached ward at 7:05 am. Which is 5 minutes time pass my designated time to reach. I was panting when I reached my ward cos obviously I ran. Then the in-charge gave sarcastic comments like 'Why nowadays you guys late won't feel guilty meh?' Then the staff nurse added salt to the wound. I was like WTFSMLJ?! Firstly, look at the pay we're getting. Nurses have so many things to do. Fine, you may think that I'm bragging. So what do you guys think about dealing with human waste? Are you willing to do that? I know it's responsibility. I was telling my mom, Nurses -> little pay ($1600 basic) -> Work like mad. And furthermore, all nurses have to pay back ridiculous amount of time just for a small matter of 5 freaking minutes. 5min's make up time is 30 mins. More than 1 hour then you don't have to come, please make up on a weekend for student nurses. What on Earth, try crashing your weekend like that. WHY ON EARTH SHOULD I FEEL GUILTY, WHEN I'M SUPPOSED TO CRY AT THE CONSEQUENCE THAT I AM SUPPOSED TO PAY BACK?! Totally don't make sense to me. Does it really cost so much to have passion for nursing? Everything came crashing down for the whole day then. I was clumsy and try getting crushed by some other staff nurses. See, I'm dead meat. Like dead pork. OKAY NOW, FUCK CDC, SERIOUSLY. I CAN'T BOOK MY PRACTICAL LESSON LAH. SCREWED UP E-SYSTEM OF YOURS. I LOAD A PAGE FOR 5 FUCKING MINUTES!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:20 PM ![]() Hadn't really been home for this weekend. So now, I am.
Okay that's all. Cya.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:07 PM Sidecasts are left aside. Only the best ones reign. Today is a Saturday. I just woke up not too long ago at 3pm. I didn't have a choice, the weather was too hot. Today is Derrick's birthday celebration. I keep thinking what would happen & stuffs. Why do I have to keep thinking? I mean, this sound so retarded. When I would just go. Like totally eye-rolling, I can understand. Okay wadever, fucking hell, arghhhhh fuck, bye.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:18 PM Hello! Nana is back to reality world! Gonna start on my case study now.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:34 AM Won money today. Good lord, I still bought 2 cups of instant Porridge cos I haven't seen it for quite sometime in the market.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:35 PM Hola people of the world!!!
Yesterday was quite a day! Topic; Food. Yes, had food party yesterday. Remainder of lots of pizza & chickens. Played poker cards with Denka & his mom as well. Damn it! Denka won like $30 bucks when our bets started at the price of 10c per game! I lost $2+ cos I'm a timid gambler. Caught the last bus home. I'm going to Hougang Mall most probably later on. Off to Audition since there's Nothing to do!
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:45 AM Today had been a rather busy day for me.
Done alittle of ECG with Julie but we needed some help cos we cant locate a few places. Enjoying ward life. Kinda. But something bad always happen following this line that I say. However, got sabotage by my own 'schoolmate'. How cool, busted me to get your way thru. Thank goodness the staff nurse trusted me. Wake up, stop being a burden & know what you're supposed to do, alright? (: Sooo nice, I've got everything planned out tomorrow. Random pictures. ![]()
Friday, September 4, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:05 AM
Completely worked like hell today.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:06 PM ![]() Nana the freak. ![]() Medications is love. ![]() This is called amoxycillin. ![]() His handphone has camera function, but camera isn't working. HAHAHA. ![]() ![]() Birthday boi's birthday cake. ![]() ![]() Father sio! ![]() Everyone was hungry, NOT. ![]() Me & Shan's baby. HAHAHHA. Is Camelot a nice name? ---- Yankee doodle went to town. Yesterday marked the first day of attachments. Totally bored. Some goes for today. But today wasn't that bad, cos I was totally busy. Bathed an uncle and my shoe got completely soaked. That kinda feeling suck. So I went to the toilet and got stuck in it for 20mins, drying my shoes with tree puree. HAHAHA. I saw an open wound today. I got grossed out like seriously. You can see the level of skin followed by fresh red flesh (Aye rhyme) underneath. Totally gross gross gross. And the weirdest thing is, the uncle didn't feel pain at all. XOXOXO. |
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