I know I should stop.
Enough of nonsense, cos it's time to get down serious.

Maybe people will feel happier for me then.
I got a feeling that I'm being despised for whatever shit I'm doing now.
Maybe..., I can't be bothered.
I'm not who you see on the outside.
I've changed.

I don't need anyone to tell me who I should be.
But I'll be good,

one day.