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Thursday, July 12, 2012
Last blogged @ 1:48 AM Hahaha, seriously after all that Ive done, I dont get a single credit, fine. I dont get appreciated for meeting your deadlines, fine. Im expected to clear after what's supposed to be your duty, even if I dont even know how to do it, I still completed it, fine. I get fucking CONDEMNED for one mistake, and it was when I just started off, with minimum guidance? NOT FUCKING FINE. What to do, I was only a fresh nursing grad to start off with. The answers and explanations I needed, I googled for it, as you were never there for me, because you're on halfday, everyday, despite knowing the fact that the workload on your table is getting higher by the day. Staffs productivity decrease, why? Simply because they know, no one is watching them, so everyone slacken when you're gone. Frankly, I slacken off too when you go off. Because most of the time, Im lost, stuck, and oblivious of what to do next. Im completely clueless on what those numbers and alphabets mean. You told me not to over-give salary advancements, now tell me, when did I ever do that? You told me to read thru mom guidelines re: leaves, mcs, salary calculations, dos and donts, i think i can literally give you a direct answer now, because it's already all in my head. I was never seated down and explained on other 'tiny' stuffs that actually plays a big role at the end of the day. I figured out accounts codes that, I swear, I've no idea what they meant, but still at the end of the day, I managed to decode them after 3 months. It's fine if you judge me when you've given it your best to guide me, and I still make such a careless oversight. Im apologetic for this mistake Ive caused. But the way you heartlessly pushed the blame to me, dont you think you have a fair share to for this shit that happened? Considering it was your responsibility to approve, authorize and to provide your signature? Im clearly disappointed of what you speak of me to my own sister. Knowing the fact of the bond that me and her shares, you still did it. Thankfully now that the new assistant is much more capable than me makes me feel greatful. Because I know everything is catching up. Lesser back lots, you hardly see any staffs slacking at all. That'll be of much help to the company. Once I hand over what Im supposed to, Im leaving the accounts department and maybe help out for a week or two with the control side. Really, youre a great person, I really like you alot. But the way you do things and expect things to turn out, ...society doesnt work that way. Leaving for nursing soon. Gonna be an operating theater nurse at Singapore National Eye Centre after I've gone for my vacation. I cant wait, this is a leap off of my life :) |
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